(At the concert)
Crowd *skkkrrttt!!! Jz!! JZ!! Jz!! JZ!! *
As I walk on the largest stage of the world surrounded by peoples, fans, admirers, lovers, singles, haters...
I feel my chest sinking.
I feel like I'm the first boy at the age of 14 to step on the stage of many faces who dreams to be here..
As I closed my eyes....
I hear nothing but the sound of my heartbeat ready to give up all my hard work...
I started to sing the song my fans requested as they sang with me while others cried mentioning my name...
I love them all but I love myself more...
I feel selfish at a moment but slowly I feel the burn in my heart saying "I need to know how it feels like to be normal. I want to know how love feels like when not surrounded by people watching you, judging you by who you are and telling you what to do...."
Sometimes, I just wish I was born normal not famous but being famous is who I am and I can't change it..
Even if I do wrong things at wrong times, still people love me...
But I want them to change..
I want to be alone for a while.
I want feel the ocean breeze for hours.
I want to feel silence for days.
I want to feel love without judgement.
I want to feel the heavens burn and hells freeze.
I want to stop time so I can live in moment where no one can see me, judge me, hate me, and watch me in movies...
All I ever ask is a love that'll change my world...
And it all started in a coffee shop......
~To be continued~
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The pizza lover
FanfictionHi! I'm Jake OZ I'm a boy, a guitarist, a song writer, a singer, an action star, and a pizza lover.... People think my life is perfect but all I wanted is to get a day off. A day without concerts, clappers, scripts, roles, contracts, fans, girls, G...
