Confession

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I love the feeling of the fresh air while the wind blowing through my hair . I was enjoying this specific moment suddenly Jungkook step forward next to me .

" Seoyeon Shi..." I turned to look at him .

" Yes . What's up ?" I tried to pay attention to him.

" Umm , I have something to tell you" My heart begin to beat really fast .

" What.. is it ?" I faced him and gave him a confuse looks .

" To be honest Seoyeon ..." He took a deep breath . Seeing him like this makes me felt really bad as if there was anything really serious happens in his life that related to me .

" I hate our friendship" My heart stop beating for 1736338281827seconds ( I'm Kidding 😂 )  My jaw dropping as I never expect that he would say this out .

" What !?!? Am I misheard ??!?" I tried to LMFAO not wanting myself to pass out .

" No , You're not ....." Before he's going to say more words ,I cut him off.

" Enough Jungkook .No , It's more than enough ..." I decided to walk away from him never wanted to see his face ever again .

" Wait Seoyeon .... Let me explain" I begins to fast my speed but he kept on following me .

" Too much Jungkook , You just said I didn't misheard and now you want to explain ? Even a kid already know what does I HATE OUR FRIENDSHIP means . So I DON'T NEED YOUR EXPLANATION."

I raise my voice to release my anger , I felt guilty about it but he deserve it . I don't know why I'm getting so angry at him even though our friendship isn't really close at all , so if he hate our friendship it's not his fault at all . The only thing that come up into my mind and soul was that I never thought that he was that kind of person and he would hurt my feeling this way because I'm NOTHING to him .

" I'm sorry Seoyeon , I love you ... but please give me a chance to explain" My heart raised a bit feeling so confused.

" Thank you but I HATE YOU . I don't want to talk with you , stop using me I'm not a toy and no, it's my fault that I bother you for so long since I thought we get along with our friendship but seriously no , I'm the only one thinking about this ......" Tears start dropping from both of my eyes . I felt really painful like I never felt this before in my life , actually I do love him but after He confess his feelings I felt so lost . I love him and I don't want our friendship to end anyway but ...... Suddenly He pulled me to a very tight hug .

His embrace makes me feel so safe but mixed feelings. " Do you think hugging makes me feel better ??" I broke a hug .

" You don't deserve it and you better think again more than twice ....Bye I don't wanna see your face" I walk away from him , alone until I reached my home . I wasted my tears over him again and I hate it . whenever I saw  him flirting with all those girls in school , I end up hurting and it break my heart into a million pieces.

I'm pissed off with everything in my life . Everyone are so fake and sharp , I hate my life ....

~Back to Jungkook's Pov~

" Thank You but I HATE YOU ...." "Bye ...I don't wanna see your face" ..

My mind kept repeating every single words she said and it's so painful to see her this way . I truly love her and I just wanna test her feeling as if she has any feeling towards me but I end up making her angry . FUCK MY DAMN SELF .

I walked back home and of course my home , not Jin hyung's since I don't want anyone to notice about the argument.

I took a quick shower and laid on my bed , thinking what am I supposed to do ? When tomorrow comes, I will see Seoyeon at school . What am I going to do ? Do I need to apologize?

Hello guys ❤️ I'm back now , I finished my examination and here you go . This is what I've been thinking for a while and TBH I was about to forget the part that I'm going to continue because I've been away from Wattpad awhile 😂🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️and I really really miss you guys so so much ^^
Anyway Next part will coming ASAP . One more thing (Tehee ><) Check out my other work Fam🤤🤤

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