Chasing the right one

2018

        ( January )
  turned 18 and final year of high school

My name is Hitoshi and I am a openly gay male who is patiently seeking love and affection. I came out a year ago and of course I went through some ups and downs. My ups were when my friends and close friends heard when I came out, they were very supportive and happy for me. Now for the downside, it was my parents. Of course it took time but I still went through some hardships. As of now 2018, it is a brand new year for me, I am gonna stay positive, be more confident, and not let anyone waste my time with their ridiculousness.

                      ( February )

On February 14th, 2018  and  its Valentine's Day.
I was just walking in school minding my own until I see more than 10 girls crying down in the senior hallway. Over a rejection specifically from my point of view. I see what's going on. I see a tall guy who has this "hard to get" aura around him and I see he him rejecting another girl. And that girl is my close friend, fuyumi. After I see fuyumi run down the hallway, I called out to her name at the beginning but then after that, I looked at the tall guy and gave him a small glare. The tall guy just gave me a blank look and walked away. In my head, HE IS SO CLOSE TO MY IDEAL BUT THEN HIS PERSONALITY SEEMS PETTY AND THAT HE MUST HAVE AN ATTITUDE THAT I WOULDN'T LIKE.
Finally I got to fuyumi and comforted her until she was ready to explain to me what had happened between her and the tall guy.
- Fuyumi : So the guy i got rejected by, His name is Akihiko. Akihiko is freshmen and he is known for his , cool aura, Hella cute, and definitely boyfriend material. When I confessed to him, he just gave me a straight up "No, I have no interest right now" with attitude.
            In Hitoshi head, This bitch....
- Hitoshi : wait wait wait, fuyumi, your a senior. Your gonna go for a minor like him ?
- Fuyumi : I've thought about it and I told myself love is love. You can't deny it. No matter what if the person is older or younger, the way you are, and  especially sexuality. I learned those from you Hitoshi. You've taught so much whenever it comes to love since you are desperately seeking for love and affection. Hehehehe
-  Hitoshi : I am not !!!!!!

                         (  March )

it's the first week of March, 3rd semester has now started.
Finally I got to my 6th class. I arrive 4 minutes early till bell rings. So I sat and waited till bell rings. When the bell rings, an obnoxious dickbag comes into class late. The dickbag came in and sat next to me.
Dickbag ( Akihiko ) : hey hey buddy.
Hitoshi : "ignores"
Dickbag( Akihiko ) : dang, I've been shaded by a senior.
For some reason, I've been getting curious why all these girls are squealing because of the dickbag sitting next to me and that this dickbag looks familiar. Finally when the teacher walks in and takes attendance, the teacher now said the dickbags name next to me. Oh my lord, it was hard to believe. It was Akihiko, the dickbag who rejected a bunch of girls on Valentine's Day.
After an hour of class, we had a few minutes left.

- Akihiko : hey, do you not like me or somethin?
- Hitoshi : "ignores"
- Akihiko : your really quiet and Boring.
- Hitoshi : and your a cocky dickbag who needs to go back to elementary  school.
"Whole class laughs at Akihiko"
Akihiko was embarrassed for a few seconds but continues to annoy me.
- Akihiko : hey, can I ask you something?
- Hitoshi : what dickbag ?
- Akihiko : are you gay ?
"Hitoshi looks at Akihiko for 5 seconds"
- Hitoshi : well that was an "out of the blue" question. Yes I am. why do you ask?

Finally class is over and I now head to my locker. While I was on my way, Akihiko continues to follow and annoy me.