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~HIMCHAN P.O.V~

"appa where's MinYoung why did she leave" I asked in my cute baby voice "she had to leave I'm sorry Himchan" my mom said hugging me "when is she coming back" I asked as tears formed in my eyes "she not we put her up for adoption" she stated as she smiled " no no WHY" I scrame as I ran out if the house I was determined to find my sister " HIMCHAN HIMCHAN" I heard my mom yell I didn't even look back she wanted to give her up she didn't want her to begin with I was the one who took care of her fed her and gave her love I'm only 11 those thoughts were running through my head as I ran as far as I could until I ran into something hard it was a body "Mianhae" the voice said as I was picked up off the floor still crying

"Qwenchana" he said as I shook my head no he hugged me as tight as he could "Annyeonghaseyo my name is Bang Youngguk but you can call me Youngguk what's your name" he asked as he pulled back a little " Kim Him Chan but you can call me Himchan" I said as we started walking "well Himchan tell me about your self" he said I looked at him funny he chuckled "well I'm 11 and I ran away from home because my parents put my sister up for adoption and I am determined to find her even if it's the death of me. That's all about me what about you" I said he stopped smiling " well I'm 11 and I have a home but no one lives with me my so called "parents" left me alone with no one to care for me so I had to grow up fast" he said looking as if he just seen a ghost "well let's get you back home" he said as he put on a fake smile as he took my hand as led me down the road not my road I don't know where we are going "hyung where are we going" I said as he walked faster "home" he said as we walked to what looked like a castle "this isn't my house" he chuckled "I know it's mine your going to live with me I have money so we can go and buy you new things Himchan-hyung will you live with me" he pleaded "well I don't want to go back so i will stay here with you" I said as he smiled and hugged me I hugged him back.

~MIDDLE SCHOOL~

Its the 6th grade and me and Youngguk are like brothers I live with him and today he is introduce me to his gang they call themselves "BAP" so I'm excited "hyung today I'm going to meet BAP right" I said with agyo I been trying to meet then since the beginning of the year "I don't know are you sure your ready" he smirked "Aish hyung I have been ready since the beginning of the year" I pouted he chuckled and ruffled my hair "okay okay hyung you can meet them only if you don't freak out" he said I jumped up and down "yayyyy" I was still jumping up and down when he put his arms around my waist is stopped jumping and looked at him we stood there until his phone started to ring he hesitantly let me go I walked out of the room and to the front yard I saw a man grabbing a girl by the arm I ran over to them and hid "tsk you shouldn't have done that" he said I heard someone get slapped I stood up and saw her on the ground "YAH you don't hit a girl" I said running to her "who are you to tell me that" he spit at me I was about to say something "choi jun-jong" Youngguk yelled "I said call me Zelo" he said as the two other boys looked at the girl on the floor "Annyeonghaseyo my name is Kim Himchan but you call call me Himchan" I said as I walked over to the girl and picked her up from the floor and wiped the blood from her face *she looked like my sister* I thought to myself as I looked down and saw she had the same logo as me on here shirt "Annyeonghaseyo my name is...." Before she could tell me her name "Zelo" picked her up off the floor "Mianhae Jagiya" he said trying to kiss her "I'm not your Jagiya now get off of me" she said pushing him off and running away "god she looks like my sister" I mumbled as Youngguk scolded Zelo "so this is the so called BAP Zelo,Youngjae, and Daehyun Zelo is the bad boy while Daehyun loves cheesecake and Youngjae is very quiet and very trustworthy" Youngguk explained "who's this" Zelo said studying me "Annyeonghaseyo my name is Himchan Kim Himchan" I said slightly bowing "I like him he is pretty handsome" a boy walked up to me and stuck his hand out "Annyeonghaseyo I'm cheesecake just kidding I'm Daehyun" he said I smiled another boy with a beanie walked up to me "Annyeonghaseyo my name is Youngjae and I will your best friend" he said as hugged me I saw a hint of anger pass through Youngguk "alright let's go to school" Youngguk said grabbing my hand as we all walked to school we held hands all the way to school *Bang Youngguk why do you make me feel this way* my thoughts were rudely interrupted by a loud scream "ahhh it Youngguk and BAP but why is he holding hands with that weirdo" one girl said I was kinda hurt I guess Youngguk saw it "don't listen to then their just jealous it's not them" he said as he put on that pretty smile of his my heart was melting slowly.

~HIGH SCHOOL YOUNGGUK P.O.V~

It's 9th grade and of course me and Himchan still live together an I will never forget the day we met it was so so so I can't explain it when he ran into me and I looked down I saw a handsome boy who I feel In love with I was never gay until the beginning of 6th grade he doesn't know I'm gay I still go out with girls and every time I do he says he is fine but I know he's not. Zelo Daehyun and Youngjae know I'm gay an how I feel about Himchan.

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