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first day at work

today is my first day at work I'm kinda nervous but I know I will do fine.  roc still sleep he just says do good and I love you.  I laugh.  I took a quick shower and did my daily routine.  I put on a red shirt  , black leggings and red converse. I grab my keys and hopped in the car.  I knew if momma was here she would be proud of me.  its crazy how my momma raised 2 kids on her own with no help. daddy never showed up . he just a dead beat . otc i wonder where he at now last time i heard my aunt said he was in jail for shop lifting.well enough about that when i arrive it seem like a lot of people here today so ima have to work my hardest . when i walked in this girl with blue hair ran to me and hugged me . i was so confused i had to shove her off of me .

???-hey girl i miss you its been years !

dallas - umm i dont know you

i say backing away

???- sasha ! your cousin ! are you serious you dont rememba your fav cousin

she say smacking her gum ghetto

dallas- omg you done changed ! i miss you cousin i couldnt reconize you with all this tats and piercings and this blue hair !

sasha - yep im in the ghetto with my dad so stuff changed but you would of knew if your bull shit ass sister kept you in touch with us !

dallas - yep but lets get started on my job im  kinda excited

me and sasha did lots of work and i got to meet other waitresses and my favorite uncle  .  after that we had a lunch break and sasha told me why she had move with her fater .

sasha has blue hair and tats and piercings everywhere . she is short , and carmel . she always got these gold hoops earrings that has sassy in them . sasha comes from a rich family . when she was 8 her parents divorced . when they divorced sasha momma made her father  life miserble . so he ended up working at red lobster. he worked there 10 years and it payed off bcuz he owns it now  . sasha mom moved on and got her a new man . her new  man raped sasha and she stabbed him after that  she told her mom but she didnt believe her so she ran away and moved with her dad . she been with him for 3 years now . she says everytime she be with her little daughter she think about what her mother did to her and how she would never do anything to hurt her daughter .

now its  time for me to go  and stunt on roc about my new job . i cant wait to come back and work more . when i get home i need to call my sister and tell her too . so when i leave i hug sasha and my uncle and head out home