Lost In Love (DISCONTINUED)

Someday

// meg pov //
"Here we were, on the rooftop, looking at the amazing view of Toronto. I still can't believe that this whole journey is almost over. Everything has felt surreal, and I could hear the sirens from miles away." I heard someone say," Earth to Meg. Will you tell me what's going on?" It took me a few minutes to realize that it was Milo. "Oh yeah, I forgot." I gave a half smile. "I don't know how to explain any of this, I don't even know what I'm feeling." He gave me a peaceful smile and rubbed my shoulders, it calmed me down. "Ever since we filmed Someday, I had this weird eerie feeling. I didn't know what it was at first. We started to hang out more and more, which caused those feelings to expand. I liked you, as in really liked you. When Holiday came, it did not only rip my heart out, but in that moment, I realized I loved you. I didn't want to tell you because it could change everything, and our friendship means the world to me." I cried, and tried to avoid making eye contact. "It's okay, Meg. I didn't expect that but you were honest with me. Do you want to go back?" Milo asked. I really wanted to stay but I think Milo wanted to go back to the hotel, so I agreed to leave. On the way back, Milo was quiet, I couldn't blame him. I proceeded to look out the window and I quietly sighed

At the hotel....

// milo pov //
We were finally back in our individual rooms. Meg and I collected our belongings from Trevor's room, and we remained silent for the rest of the night. When I got to my room, I closed the door and threw myself onto the bed. I couldn't mentally grasp everything, I couldn't believe that my best friend had feelings for me. I'll be honest, Meg is such a down to earth person, and I could see her in my future, but I'm with Holiday! I have small feelings for Meg but it would cause tension, and I also don't want Meg feeling uncomfortable. Why does this all have to be so hard? I stayed up pretty late pondering about everything, and I got really sleepy, so I closed my eyes.

The Next Morning
// meg pov //
Today is the last day of shooting, and I don't know how to feel about it. Maybe it's because I ended this whole trip with a rocky friendship including Milo. I wish I just lied to him so that we didn't have to feel awkward with each other, but he's my best friend, I can't lie to him. I put on my tan hoodie, sweatpants, and some workout shoes. I didn't feel like getting all formal, and we were going to film our last scenes. Let's just hope that everything goes well.

At The Shooting

// milo pov //
Meg and I went to the shoot separately, and I still can't wrap my head around what happened last night. "Okay, get in your positions!" yelled the director. We were going to film a cheer championship scene and luckily, it's a dance number. I had makeup everywhere, and I tried to remember the dance, but I couldn't focus properly. "Cut!" yelled the director. He motioned me to come and see him. "Milo, are you okay? You've practiced the dance multiple times, and you did really good during the rehearsals, that's what your choreographer said." "I'm fine, sir. I just have a lot on my mind right now." I said feeling guilty, I didn't want the cast redoing the dance, just because I couldn't focus. I shook off the idea of Meg, and I performed the dance. I felt relieved because we were almost done filming, but then the director added an extra part. "Milo, I want you and Meg together to show extra chemistry." he announced. I was hoping that we wouldn't film anymore Zed/Addison scenes, but I guess now it's time to toughen up, and pretend like everything is normal. Here we go....

// meg pov //
Milo and I had to act really happy during a certain scene, and I don't know how I can even act like nothing happened. We got into our assigned positions, and continued to film. I put on my game face on, and remembered that this was work, nothing personal. "Gar Garziga" I yelled. My character had to say that phrase in "zombie" meaning I love you. I looked up and stared at Milo's face, trying to remember the good memories we had. "And cut!" Milo and I stopped the eye contact, we both looked down at the same time. We had a few more scenes to shoot until we were done with the movie. I opened up my phone and the time read 3:15.

After Shooting
// milo pov //
We finished all of the scenes for "Zombies" and it really hit me. Some of the girls on the cast cried, and of course the guys just felt really upset. I wished that Meg and I didn't end on a bad note, but I don't know what to say. It's hard to look at Meg in the same way, because I know how she feels. "You did so great, babe!" Holiday showed me support, and I felt guilty for not telling her about what Meg told me. Let's go have a party!" yelled Kylee in an excited tone. The cast yelled in agreement and we went into our vehicles. I rode with Kylee and Trevor, while Meg rode with the others. "What happened between you and Meg?" asked Kylee. I didn't answer, not because I didn't know what to say, but because if I said anything, everyone would know. "Yeah man, what happened?" asked Trevor. I decided to just play it cool and maybe they'll believe my excuse.

"Nothing is wrong, Meg and I are totally cool."

"When you guys shot a few scenes together, you both looked uncomfortable, as if you guys didn't know each other. Plus, Meg said she was going to ride in a separate car with Holiday, that's never happened before. You guys stayed behind while all of us went out with Holiday last night."

"We were both really tired so we weren't as energetic. Meg has been with us for a while, maybe she wanted to hang with Holiday since today was our last day you know? We stayed behind because we wanted to do something together, as friends."

"Milo, I'm one of Meg's close friends. I know that's not true, you can't convince me. I don't exactly know what happened, but you both are my friends so, please make up?"

I nodded. I need to speak with Meg, our situation has affected our friends. I miss Meg by my side. The party was going to be at the director's house that he rented, and we arrived there pretty fast. We all went through the doorway, and in front of us was this amazing staircase. There were gleaming lights, and you could see this big room filled with guests. "You guys made it! Feel free to grab whatever you want in the kitchen, and socialize!" yelled the director. I saw Meg talking with another guy, and it looked like he said something funny because Meg was laughing so hard. Seeing her so happy made me smile, and all I could do was stare. She caught me, and changed looks. She gave a smile and turned towards the kitchen. I followed her.

// meg pov //
Our director wanted to invite us to his party that celebrated our movie! The idea seemed so fun, and Kylee asked me to ride with her, but I knew Milo was going to be in the same vehicle. I decided to go with Holiday and the rest of the cast. We talked about our first impressions of each other, and then they started throwing questions at Holiday about Milo. Luckily, we got to the party earlier than the others. We came inside and the house was so beautiful.
All of this food was laid out on this long table, and it reminded me of Thanksgiving. This one guy came up to me and his name was Aidan. "Hi, I'm Aidan. I'm actually one of the backup dancers, and I don't think we've ever properly met." He wasn't the most ugliest person, and he seemed nice. I introduced myself and we made small talk. I heard the door open, and I recognized Trevor's voice, I immediately knew that Milo had arrived. I looked at him for a while and he looked so charming under the lights. "My friend fell off the tree by dancing to Michael Jackson." explained Aidan. I wasn't paying attention but I pretended to laugh. I looked Milo's way again, and I caught him staring at me. I gave a quick smile because I didn't want to be rude and turned away. I walked to the grand kitchen that was filled with treats, and brought a plate with me. I heard footsteps behind me, and it seemed as if I was blocking the guest so I turned around and said, "I'm sorry, I'll be out of your hair, I'll jus--." I stopped talking because I realized that it was Milo. "Can we talk?" he asked. I agreed to but I had a bad feeling about this, what if he wanted to stop our friendship? What if he was going to break up with Holiday and be with me? So many thoughts went through my mind as we walked into the backyard.

a/n: sorry for leaving you guys on a cliffhanger in the previous chapter, I wanted people to read more :)) thank you guys for 200+ reads in just one week, that's awesome! This story will probably have like 50 parts (that's the max). I hope you guys are enjoying this story as much as I am writing it! Comment below your honest opinion about this story! Do you think Milo will confess his love for Meg...or do you think he'll put a pause button on their friendship? Stay tuned, the next chapter will be out shortly!