hallway meetings( tomxtord)( High school AU)

I Was There.

Oh my God.  Guys.  I am soo sorry for not updating these past few days.  Or week.  I'm extremely sorry.  So to say I'm sorry I'm on a long car ride so I have a while and I will be working on this story the Whole time.  And thus chapter should be longer.

Tord's POV
When I realized what he was doing he had just finished saying "No one will miss me anyways...." By then I knew I had to do something. I am going to regret this... "You're wrong Tom." I stand up from the bush I was hiding behind and look at him.
"H-how did you find me?!" Really? " I followed you here." I dead panned. He gives me a confused look before h bursts into tears catching me off guard. "I'm sorry. I-I'm so s-sorry. You probably hate me now. A-and that's o-okay...." He looks down to the ground." What are you talking about? You shouldn't have to apologize to anyone. Not even me. You may not have realized it but I do care about you. People do care about you and we would miss you....excpetially me." I hug him and he starts to cry on my shoulder. I let him." Thank you. Thank you so much."he continues to cry. " its okay. Its okay. I'm here for you. I won't leave you." I cooed to him calming him down. After he finished crying on my shoulder. I decuded to ask him a question ive been wondering. "Why were you out here in the first place?"

Tom's POV
"Why where you out in the first place?" Tord asked after my crying fest.when he asked me that, I froze. He can't know... But he already does. The voices were right. Yeah we are. Shut up!! I argued with them in my head. We can't shut up dimwad. We are your thoughts. " I said to shut up!! Go away and leave me alone!!!" Oh no... I had accidentally voiced my thoughts. I looked at Tord and he looked hurt. "Y-you didn't have to tell it...." He says and gets up and leaves.

I began to cry again and curled into a small ball holding my knees to my chest. Now look what you did! Now he hates me!! We didn't do anything. You're the one who was talking out loud. We can't do that. Just leave me alone... Fine. Enjoy silence...
And with that. They were gone. And it was silent.

Tord's POV

After I asked him why he was out here. He froze and looked like he was....thinking? After awhile I decided to ask him if he was okay when he just yelled at me. "I said shut up!! Go awayand leave me alone!!" What? My heart broke that instant at the statement. He looked at me with pure hatred in his eyes. And I crumpled. "Y-you didn't have to yell..." I was trying so hard not to cry in front of him.
I got up and left. Why? Why did he say that. He most likely hates me. I was just trying to help him... A few years fell and I just walked home almost silent.  Hah! You actually thought he liked you?!? Pathetic. You deserve to be alone. You don't deserve to be here. Shut up. Leave me alone. Fine.
And they left.
When I got home, I walked to my room and grabbed my small pistol I kept hidden. Most people cut themselves, I shoot myself. Normally the legs but this time because it was tom. I shot myself in the shoulder.
I cried out in pain and fell to my knees crying. After about 30 minutes of bleeding and crying I cleaned everything up. I left the bullet in my arm to keep the pain there and cleaned the blood and bandaged it.