Chapter 44

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I have been sneaking out to see Clarence for some months now. I feel bad, because if I tell Kenny he will think it's more than just a friendship. Kenny was at work, me and Clarence where out at lunch.

Clarence: you have the most beautiful eyes

Toni: thank you, so what's your career now. We been hanging out all this time and I forgot to ask.

Clarence: I own a few clubs here in LA and ATL

Toni: oh really that's nice.

Clarence: thanks, I'm really glad we can hang out

Toni: me to. I just feel like I can be myself around you. When I'm with Kenny, he's just so controlling. He tells me what to wear, and how I should act as his wife. Don't get me wrong I love my man, but I can be overwhelming at times being married to babyface.

Clarence: if a man not letting you be you, than he's not the one for you

Toni: *weak smile* funny thing is, is that it's not my first time hearing that regarding Kenny. Hey but I have to get back to the studio before he starts blowing up my phone.

Clarence: alright text me tonight

Toni: I will.

He paid, and I left in my car and drove to the studio. Once I made it I bumped into April. Not this bitch again.

April: How was lunch

Toni: what are you talking about, I was running the studio money to the bank

April: bitch do I look stupid, I went to go pick up Your husband lunch. And saw you sitting down. Who's the man he's cute? *laughs*

Toni: actually bitch you do look stupid. Because he's my brother. Dumbass

I brushed passed her. Hopefully she doesn't tell Kenny. I walked up to Kenny office. And he was writing some new music.  We just started working on my new project sex and cigarettes.

Toni: I'm back babe

Kenny: hey baby. *pecks her lips*  what took you so long

Toni: you know this traffic is a mess

Kenny: well go ahead and get In the booth. I got some vocals I want you to hear.

Toni: alright

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LATER THAT NIGHT

Toni

I was laying down in our bed, and Kenny came out the shower, with a towel wrapped around him. He dried himself off and got in.

Kenny: *kissing her neck* so sexy

I got on top of Toni and rubbed her breast while I kissed her neck.

Kenny: mhhh sexy

Toni: not tonight baby

Kenny: what you mean

Toni: I'm not in the mood.

Kenny: you haven't been in the damn mood for three weeks now. I'm a man I need physical love baby.

Toni: I'm sorry but please I don't want to.

I got off of her and flopped down in the bed.

Kenny: what's going on with you

Toni: nothing

Kenny: I know you. Your my wife, talk to me. What's going on baby.

Toni broke down crying.

I pulled her into me and she cried into my chest. I rubbed her back.

Kenny: sweetie whatever it is. You don't have to tell me. Just know I love you ok, and I'm here for you baby.

Toni: *wiping her tears* ok. I'm sorry. If you want to have sex we can.

Kenny: no baby if you don't want to we don't have to.

Toni: your my husband. Come here.

I pulled the covers up over our head, and we went to work for three whole hours. Toni collapsed on top of me as we both smiled. This was all we needed.

Kenny: Damn girl. Who taught you how to ride like that.

Toni: I know how you like it daddy.

Kenny: mhhh goodnight baby

Toni: goodnight.

NEXT MORNING

The kids were at school. Me and Kenny ate breakfast together. Clarence called me, but I sent him to voicemail. I think I'm catching feelings for him.

Kenny: what's wrong baby

Toni: nothing, I'm not hungry

Kenny

I don't know what's going on with her. She's been acting strange for the last couple of weeks. She doesn't want sex and now this.

Kenny: ok if you need anything let me know

Toni: ok 

Kenny: I love you baby

Toni: I love you to, have a good day at work

Kenny

I left for work as I was pulling out the neighborhood I saw an unfamiliar car coming in. I wonder who that is

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