Suicide note

Alone in my room,
I'm awaiting my doom,
Counting the cuts on my wrist,
How many people made it to my hate list.

Many thoughts dancing in my head,
As I lay dead in my bed,
I hear the ravens cry,
In a hatred filled sky.

There are voices in my head,
They say I'm better off dead,
There's truth in their lies,
Nobody heard my silent cries.

Ever felt alone,
Ever felt like a clone,
You say you understand,
Fuck you,,just try my shoes and stand.

Then share my pain,
I'm sure it will turn you insane,
It hurts more than it seems,
The sanity inside me screams.

There's a void in my heart,
Eating me,tearing me apart,
I tried to kill myself before,
But i reached only till helll's door.

This time the sadness inside me,
Will kill me,and then can you see,
What I had gone through,
My souls will be gone before the first morning dew.

My body is inhabited by poison,
I pull the trigger and aim at my temple with a gun,
I tie my neck to a rope,
I hang myself,and end the hope.

My body starts to go numb,
But it feels comfortable,feels so dumb,
My eyes starts closing,
As my souls starts losing.

If I really leave this way,
Will you beg me to stay??
Will you be the bone to my soul,
And will you try to pour that hole,
I know you wont do that,
Its ok the truth is always sad.