Chapter 1 - Lost.

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When we have hard times our mind cannot function. It's the moment when your bad side controls you to make you feel better. It wasn't like that for me. Losing someone important can't just change your life but can ruin your life for the better. It wasn't about making sense, it wasn't about losing your life, it wasn't about making friends but about creating a future that you'll never forget.

It was a happy farm...My mom, My dad, My baby brother and My Dog. We weren't a rich family yet we were happy, my parents worked at low salary jobs but they loved it a lot. Helping them was like finding treasures. Every night when I was young my mom would always read me a book that she had written when she was young and it really inspired me. She always use to say in a calm soothing voice when she read the book that 'thoughts can go as far the stars in the universe and your imagination can lead to two things...good and bad' My mother always use to tell me the good and say that we can think about peace and serenity and that the world can follow your footsteps to glory and to be free in life safely. I remember these words like their at the back of my hand and always wondered if there was any bad...so I asked her " Mum, what's the bad?" She smiled and then got a little nervous. She replied "My Blossom, there is no bad if you think of it. It's when we are small our connection stays strong till we become older to find someone better to replace who truly cared for you." At first I had no idea what her words meant. I didn't want to ask her thinking that bad wouldn't come to me. I was wrong. It would be a crime to tell about my past from here, because this where is ends. The story starts here:

12 October 1978

Mom was like a superwoman to me, she loved me, saved my day and kept me warm in the comfort of her arms. I was just 4 that time, but I knew that her love was as strong as a magnet to steel. Whenever I felt lonely my Mom would be there, every time me and Jacob use to have fights, Mom would pick me. That always made me feel better but, that didn't last very long.
Dad was facing this problem that I hadn't known about, he told us to sleep by ourselves those following nights while Mom took care of Dad. I was worried. I didn't want to be a naughty so I use stay awake till I fell asleep, was something really wrong with them?

Days were passing by, and the flu became worse...while I was coloring in my bedroom the picture of Mom and me, Dad barged in...he told me that Mom had caught the flu. I ran and saw Mom. Her eyes were filled with tears as she slowly rubbed her hand with her flawless soft skin then told me and Jacob "My Children, my sweet, sweet children. You've got to stay strong," she sniffed heavily. I wanted to cry, I wanted to know what's wrong at that very moment. "you'll have to be independent, show your strength to the world, don't be scared, fight with courage because when your alone in the world, you'll be brave and will be able to face the most mightiest of Kings." Why was this happening? I didn't know. I ran out of the room, I couldn't handle the pain in seeing my mother in tears, when she was so brave and strong, seeing her weak was like watching a beautiful sunflower, so strong and bright, wither away.

Dad came after me, as I sat in the garden. "Boo, what's wrong?" He questioned "What's wrong with Mom, Daddy? I firefly asked. He sighed a breath of heavy skulls "I have become alright, but your mother has taken too much care of me, the flu has gotten to her. I am not allowed to take care of her anymore. It will just cause harm. And..." I couldn't take it I got up and ran I tried to gulp it in. It was just pure pain.

Every night when I went to sleep I heard talking and screaming...it was just so piercing. For nights...no sleep. A month passed. The screaming stopped. I was curious. Dad came and called Me and Jacob. He had a face that I've never seen before.

I went blank...

I couldn't remember more...

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