chapter 5 can i trust you

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jays pov (befor she sent them out)

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 so here iam still alive witch kinda sucks but thats how it must be i gues but why did Louis have to save me he ruined everyting why does he even care well now iam just waiting for the doc to say i can go but no they had to just turn up liam, zyan,niall,harry and how could i forget the dievl him self Loius ass i tured my headed sp i couldnt see them cause i knew i would cry and put on a poker face harry started screaming a whole load of shit witch i didnt care about but i still flinted by his tone and hurt flashed across my eyes when i saw  all there woried faces but i qiuclley masked it up 'I dont care ' was all i said but in actual facted i did 'oh come on we have knowen you for over 14 years where not stupid' Zayn looked more that pissed 'cause honestly i dont know you ,you where cute little girl that stand by our sides but now look at you i really dont know you 'Zayn contiuned well she just gave him a blake stare ' well you have not knowen me for more than 14 years' i finally repliedand maybe if you where there you would know me ' i finsihed i felt like i was about to cry but ididnt bother to mask it up what the point ' for three seconds would you stop blaming us for that and see our side in that please' liam finally spoke while harry and niall came in i dieceied it was time to maybe give them a chance tured and asked Louise ,harryand Niall  to leave very quitly 

'listen i know ive been hard on mom but guys when you left i wasnt my self you guys where my rock the only thing stopping me from doing somthing stuiped as i have now but i am going to give you a chance so dont screw it up' and then i started crying liam and zayn pulled me into ia hug we wont were so sorry we didnt call all that aften we really are but dont be made the other boys we love you and were so sorry ' liam said ina wispere then we where all one crying mess after a while the other idiots came in and gave me hug but the wierd thing was when Louis touched me i felt tingles go up my are 

but i knew this was all part of there game to hurt me again so if they want to play that game then lets play my plane was to make fake friends with them then run away go live with tanner iam shower he wouldnt mind if i went i was still pissed at him for letting me leave with them but hey we can sort that out then any way back to the boys cause you know wha they say keep your friends close but keep your enemys colser

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