I am in pain ... Pain of wanting to stand in front of a train the pain of wanting to shoot my brains out the pain of wanting to cut so deep I bleed out the pain of wanting to hang myself . im in pain..... I want to die ...I want to kill myself ......I hate being alive ...I hate being bullied and being told I'm worthless and that I will never be loved .... I hate waking up ....I just want to go to sleep and never wake up .... I hate myself and how I look .....I want to be dead.. I want to never see anyone who has hurt me again .....I want to go to a cliff and jump. I want to be dead... I hate life. I want it to all end.
