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I didn't used to be like this.

I didn't used to be the quiet nerdy girl that I am now.

The quiet nerdy girl who now gets bullied on the daily.

I used to be the girl that was friends with everyone.

That nobody disliked.

I used to be the girl that trusted everyone.

No matter what.

But things changed. Like I did.

Sometimes I think it was for the best, that I changed.

Sometimes I don't.

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I woke up to the annoying sound of my alarm going off. I remember its Monday and cover my head with the blanket with a groan.

I hate Monday's

Monday's are in fact the worst days of the week. For multiple obvious reasons.

God I reminisce the past so much.

I miss the old days of middle school were you had no cares in the world. Nothing to worry about. When you could go out wearing whatever you want and not worry about social status.

You didn't have to worry about how many followers you have and keeping people updated.

I miss those days. The days were me and my ex best friend would tell each other everything and anything.

We we're the friends that were thought we we're gonna stay together forever.

But things change. We changed. She changed.

I lost her that unfortunate day in middle school. The day I regret the most in my life.

That day the old me left. Trapped inside a part of myself I haven't seen in years.

I don't want to see that part of me again. Never again. I couldn't bare seeing that part of myself ever again.

One unfortunate Monday morning I arrived at school. Not expecting to be surrounded with students. Questions being thrown at me from all angles.

"Is it true that-" and "Did this really happen?" questions.

Rumors and tauntings that haunt me to this day.

I was looking at the floor. Ignoring everyone's questions. I push my way threw the crowd running out of the school.

Lola, my ex best friend, was standing outside of the school. I ran up to her. Going for a hug. Her hand reached out to push me away.

"Don't ever talk to me again. I hate you." 

I stayed at the school for another week before moving. Hoping that the rumors and taunting would eventually calm down.

These things usually die down right. 

And people move on to the next rumor and forget about the last.

Like trends.

It didn't show any signs of stopping any time soon.

I never saw that school again.

After I told my parents what happened and how bad it was my parents decided the best thing would be to move.

My dad was being transferred to another hospital anyways. He at first was going to reject the transfer, knowing how close me and Lola were- I mean used to be.

Moving to a new school was as hard as I thought it would be.

It was hard as it was made to seen in movies and TV shows.

Eventually I made friends though.

Good friends that stood by me whatever the occasion.

I admit, I'm not as popular as I used to be but it didn't bother me.

I liked my small group of friends.

But something had been stopping me from moving on from what had happened.

~ Present Day ~

I made my way to school on the bus as always. I knew how to drive but I didn't have a car of my own to take to school yet. My parents had their own cars but knowing how clumsy I was they didn't exactly trust me with my own car.

I am greeted outside the school by my small but wonderful group of friends, Jasmine, Jae, Eun-Jae and Daniel.

"MINNNNNNN YOU WILL NOT GUESS WHAT HAPPENED THIS MORNING" Jasmine says relatively loudly.

"What happened" I asked, while walking towards my locker.

"Cole talked to her. Also there's a new senior" Jae said as he opened my locker for me. I knew how he just liked opening lockers.

"COLE-" Jasmine stopped talking for a second to hit Jae's arm. "I wanted to tell her pabo-" She added after a pause with a pout.

I laugh slightly. "That's great Jazz, does anyone want an Oreo? I forgot I put them in my bag" I said. Grabbing the unopened pack of Oreos from my bag.

"Ooh oreos" Jasmine says as she attempts to take the bag from her.

"You can't have all of them Jazz," I say with a small laugh.

"BUT JIMINNNNNN" Jasmine says loudly and exaggeratedly. Causing a few people to turn and give us a look

I'm about to say something when I hear someone walk up to me. I know it isn't my friends cause they're all standing in front of me.

"Jimin?" A hear someone ask, a girl by the sounds of it.

I turn around. "Can I help you-" I start but stop once I realize who it is.

Lola.

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YAY the first part of Always is finished! It honestly didn't take me too long. Also for this story I am planning to write a couple parts ahead of time so it may take a bit longer for parts to come out. Anyways I hope you enjoyed the first part. If you have any ideas for what should happen please tell me. Cause I'm basically writing this all on the spot XD.

Also idk if y'all noticed but I deleted Gone and Meeting Him. Gone I lost interest in and Meeting Him I will remake just with a different plot. Sorry!

~Nabi