So Far Away || m.yg x y/n

•Chapter 2• Here For You

Namjoon is dead. The words repeated in Hoseok's mind. "H-How..?" Jin wiped his tears and stood up, trying to get himself together. "He was murdered." Hoseok suddenly stands in a rage. "By who?" Jin looks away. "I'm not sure if I should say." Hoseok faces Jin, grabbing his shoulders lightly. "I'd find out anyway. Just tell me." Jin shakes his head. "No, get someone else to. I just-I need to go." Jin swiftly pulls himself away from Hoseok's grasp and leaves to his own studio, slamming the door behind him.

Hoseok sighed. He must be taking it pretty well. He thought to himself. He stood again, steadying himself and putting on a shirt before walking to meet the others. Everyone immediately stood and approached Hoseok when they spotted him. "Are you alright?" Jimin asked. Hoseok only nodded in response. "Where's Yoongi?" He asked. "He's in his room with Y/N." Taehyung stated. Hoseok nodded again and made his way up to Yoongi's room. As he approached the door, he knocked. "I told you to leave us alone, Jimin." He heard Yoongi call out from the door. "It's not Jimin. It's Hobi." The room went quiet suddenly, before the door opened. Yoongi pulled Hoseok into a small hug. "I was worried." Yoongi said, releasing Hoseok from his grasp.

"Do you mind if I speak to Y/N in private? I want to talk about what happened." Yoongi shook his head. "I'm sorry, Hobi. She's not talking." Hoseok nodded at Yoongi. "Let him in." You called out after hearing the boys. Yoongi turned back towards you, then back to Hoseok. "Nevermind, I guess. Go ahead." Yoongi walked out of the room, leaving you and Hoseok alone.

You sat up on the bed you were laying on and looked over at Hoseok. He approached you, sitting next to you. The room went quiet. "Thank you." You said. Hoseok looked over at you. "For what? I didn't protect you." You sighed a bit. "You at least tried. Not many people would do that." He looks away. "I guess so. What happened to you?" Your mind goes blank at the question. "Nothing really happened to me. It's more so that everything just happened so fast. I'm guessing Jin told you about Namjoon?" Hoseok sighed once more. "Not entirely. He only told me that..well..." You throw yourself back on the bed and close your eyes. "He's dead. Tae stabbed him. He had no choice. It's all my fault."

Hoseok looked over at you. "How is this your fault?" You shook your head. "If I wouldn't have come here, none of this would have happened. I shouldn't have just hooked up with some guy I met at a club. My existence is just a burden for all of you. I'm sorry." Hoseok leaned you backed up and turned you to face him. "Your existence is not a burden. In fact, you've made some of us happier. Nothing that happened is your fault. None of it. Alright? Don't think like that. We all love you, Y/N."

A single tear fell down your cheek. You lightly pulled Hoseok into a hug. "Thank you. You're a blessing, Hobi." He hugs you back. "I know." He chuckles and you laugh as well. "I'm guessing you'd like to talk to Yoongi about everything?" You nod at him. "Yeah. Could you go get him for me?" Hoseok nods and leaves the room, bringing Yoongi back. Yoongi walks over to the bed, sitting down next to you. You lean your head into his neck. He rubs your back slightly. "How are you feeling?" You didn't know a response. Your emotions were all over the place. You weren't completely sad, angry, or happy. "I don't know. I just feel like the cause of this all." Yoongi shakes his head. "You're not the cause of this. It was our own stupidity."

You nod into Yoongi's neck. "Do you have to go back downstairs?" Yoongi shakes his head. "No. Everyone else went to bed. We didn't eat. I'm staying with you." You wrap your arms around Yoongi's neck. "That's one good thing. Come lay with me." You and Yoongi both lie down, him immediately wrapping you in a loving embrace. "The worst is over, Love. I promise." Yoongi whispers to you, comforting you and making you fall asleep soundly.

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You woke up in the middle of the night. You could barely open your eyes. You rolled over to the other side of the bed, trying to find Yoongi's body. You moved your hand up and down the bed, searching for him. You opened your eyes when you couldn't find him and saw that you were alone in the bed. There was a faint chatter and some kind of melodic noise below you downstairs. You crawl out of bed and sneak downstairs. As you get closer to the sound, you find yourself approaching the studios again. The sound kept getting louder and louder. You noticed that the door to Jin's studio was open. There was light talking coming from inside. You get as close to the door as you can and listen carefully to the boys.

"I don't know if we can pull through with it. It's been so long."

"We don't have to make it big, guys."

"That's why we met, dumbass."

"Guys, stop. Don't start anything else. We all agreed to come down here because of Namjoon."

The boys suddenly went quiet.

"Wings."

"What?"

"We should call it 'Wings'."

The room went silent again, almost as if the boys were contemplating the decision.

"I like it."

"I do as well."

"We're not releasing this, are we?"

"No. It's just something we'll put together in memory of him."

"We should start recording if we want to get it done."

There was light shuffling behind the door. You looked into the room and saw Jimin standing at the microphone in Jin's room. Hoseok clicked a few buttons on a panel in front of the microphone, which was enclosed by a glass mirror. Light music began playing, bringing endless thoughts to your head. Are they going to...sing?

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WoAh SiNgInG. That's right, kiddos. The boys still have their amazing talent in this book as they do in real life. Stay tuned for the next chapter! ~Emily