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real life. bella's pov.
i sat looking at kennedys Instagram. scrolling, scrolling, scrolling.
she was perfect, she was one of the most beautiful girls I had ever seen and i wouldn't be surprised if wyatt was attracted to her, she was everything i wasn't. i tried to snap myself out of this self pitying attitude i found myself to be so in, i was so dramatic for no reason. it was my own fault for feeling like this. i hadn't spoke to wyatt in a day. after we had our first argument, everytime i thought about it my stomach felt all weird.
he reacted so weirdly to it, he acted as if i had done something wrong for not posting him as my boyfriend. i almost craved the pity from him, that he would automatically know that i didn't trust him and needed the constant reassurance, but that's wishful thinking - especially coming from me. almost like he could hear my thoughts, my phone chimed and struck me out of my day dream.
imessage
wyatt Hey
bella hi
How are you
fine, you?
Yeah good, you wanna talk about happened?
nothing happened wyatt
You are so goddamn difficult sometimes Bella
wyatt's pov.
i threw my phone down on the bed in frustration, i didn't think getting into a relationship with bella would result in just miscommunion and her shutting off from me. mixing it with long distance just adds more tension and makes me question if she even is interested in me anymore. i was still in new york staying with kennedy, i couldn't deny she had been flirting with me. i was trying to fool myself saying i wasn't attracted to her, she was gorgeous but i really, really did like bella. i stood up from the bed and pulled a jumper on, heading out into the living room of kennedy's apartment. she was sitting on her phone and didn't notice me walk in, i sat down beside her and smiled when she looked over, "hey", "hi". she laughed and looked away, flipping her hair over her shoulder, "what?", "nothing", she smiled, "you're so cute sometimes wyatt". i didn't reply and just looked at the ground, "what?", she said, the tone in her voice changing, "i can compliment you". "that's not really the point", i said, looking right at her, "i have a girlfriend you know", "don't be like that wyatt, i'm sure it's nothing serious between you two", i laughed at her, "no, it is. quite serious". "she doesn't have to know", "know wha-".
before i even finished my sentence kennedy was kissing me, and i found myself kissing her back. her arms wrapped around my neck and she pulled me closer to her, and i didn't even try resist to it. in my head i knew that this is exactly what bella had been worried about happening but a part of me switched that worry off, and i continued to kiss kennedy.
bella im sorry i miss u a lot finding it hard i love you :) delivered
