Chapter 1

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Kendalls POV

BEEP BEEP BEEP!

My alarm clock rang waking me up.

Today's Monday.  Monday morning in fact. Ugh.

I got up and put on just any clothes I saw first.

I got a purple sweater, skinny jeans, and black uggs.

I didn't really care about my appearance because no one liked me.

I brushed through my nappy hair and I just left it natural. It was only 7:59 so I made breakfast.

I got a clean bowl and poured my favorite cereal.

It was finally 8:15 so I began to walk to school.

I went to my locker to get my math book, and ofcourse I have a locker right next to the most popular girl in school. Her name is Carlee Ragean. She bullies me along with the whole school.

"Gross! Its Kendall Johnson!" she spat out.

I just flipped her off and carried on.

I sit in the back of the class. Thankfully.

Carlees not in that class but her best friend Lily is.

"Oh my god! It's the ugly whore!" Lily said making the whole class laugh.

I said nothing at all.

"Settle down class!" the teacher yelled to us.

After about 20 minutes of class, my teacher called my name to answer a question on the board.

I walked up their, I felt my face turn bright red.

Someone threw a paperball at my head.

It read:

Why dont you kill yourself? No one loves you! and if you don't kill yourself then I can do it for you! You stupid little whore!

-Lily and the whole school.

I wanted to cry, but I stopped myself. 

Not letting a single tear fall.

It was finally time to walk home

Usally when Im home alone I sing

No ones ever heard me sing, and Im keeping it that way

" guess its true im not good at one night stands

but I still need love cause im just a man "

I sang stay with me by Sam Smith

beep beep

I got a twitter notification.

"Bitch" "Die fat ass!" "Bratty ass hoe" "ew die bitch"

It was just the usual hate. I locked my phone and sang some more

" they say love is clear to see , darling wont you stay with me "

I got another twitter notification

This time it was a DM.. from some boy  Cameron Dallas

" I see all the hate on your page.  Stay strong. Text me sometime?:) " he sent.

"No thanks.  No need to act like you care. No sympathy needed. But thanks for trying. Bye " I sent back.

"I just want to help you. I've been bullied before. If you need or want a friend, im here. My number is 223-600-1763. Text me? If you want :) " he replied.

I wasn't going to text him until tomorrow.

Tonight its just me, an empty house,  and a razor.

Yes I cut.

I slit my wrist 5 times.. letting all the blood drip down my sweater...

I cleaned my wrist and got in the shower. When I got out I covered my new and old scars with concealer.

I put on black and pink track shorts and a gray aeropostale shirt. I just put my hair in a messy bun and laid down. I just let sleep take over me..

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