I'm standing on the edge don't wanna go back
If I do can I get my life back on track
Some days are good and some very bad
If I don't go back will anyone be sad
This is the darkest feeling I've ever known
Even surrounded by people I feel so alone
People say they are your friends but these days you can't tell
That is something I am learning all too well
I have never felt like I do right now
I wanna feel better just don't know how
Therapy has never helped in the past
I would start going but that wouldn't last
Definitely need to work through all these things in my head
Or one day I may not think twice and really end up dead
So much anger, anxiety, depression, and feelings inside me
I just want to work through all this and be free
Someday soon I hope to do the right things
You have no clue how much pain this all brings
