Intoxicating || h.s.

Chapter 4

How in the hell did he get my number?

I walk into the lunch room, sitting down with my friends at our table.

"Hey Park." Bradley smiles at me.

"Hey, whats up?"

"Eating obviously." I roll my eyes. "You going to the show this weekend?"

"No? Show aren't really my scene, ya know?"

"Yeah yeah." He waves me off, "You should go though, I think that one band you like is performing."

"Oh who?"

"5 minutes of summer?"

I jump up from my seat, "WHAAAAT! 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER ARE COMING!?"

"Yeah them. I think they're performing before the main band."

"FUCK YES!" I shout, jumping like a five year old who is getting a piece of candy. "I'M SO COMING!"

"You're going where?" Allissa sits down next to me, along with Derek, Sam, Danielle, Tyler, Lily, and Avery.

"To the show this weekend. To see my babies." I smile creepily at her.

"Oh god. Don't rape them." Lily laughs.

"No promisesssss." I hear all of them chuckle.

"I'm not going to the show. I'm going to Stone's party this weekend." Derek announces.

Crap. I told Dylan I might go with him..

"Wait, I can't go." I frown.

"Why not!?" Allissa asks, "I wanna crowd surf with you." She starts to pout.

"I told Dylan I might go with him to the party this weekend."

"You should go," Derek tells me. "Stone and Brad throw the best parties."

I gulp. The memories of that night are flowing back in. "Brad?"

"Yeah? Brad and Stone are brothers."

"I though it was just Stone's party.."

"Nope. I said Stone and Brad's party. But Brad won't be there I'm sure."

"Well, it doesn't matter because you're coming to the show!" Bradley shouts, while Allissa agrees.

"Yeah! Just tell Dylan another time." She flips her hair to get it out of her face, "Plus, remember what happened last time?" She whispered the last part.

"Don't remind me.." I look away, trying to hold back the tears.

"I'm sorry." She puts a hand on my back, patting gently.

I give her a small smile before getting out my lunchable from my backpack. I put a piece of cheese and ham on a cracker then eat it.

"Those are for eight year olds, Park." Sam snickers. I flip him off and continue eating.

After I get done eating the bells goes off. I say goodbye to my friends and walk to the bathroom.

When I get in there I make sure no one else is in there. I go back to the door and lock it.

I go to a stall and close the door, pulling a pack of blacks out of my bag. I pull out my lighter and light a black up.

As I take a hit and exhale, some of my stress leaves. It's still present but not as much.

That night is the reason why I never go to parties. Not Stone's parties anyway.

Everyone was dancing, singing, drinking, and having a good time. As for me, I'm not.

This is my first high school party. I agreed to go to Stone's party with my good friend Dylan. I have a major crush on him so why say no?

But now, I regret coming. Dylan is somewhere with his mate Harry and I'm standing alone in a corner.

He told me he wouldn't leave my side. But look now.

"Hey sexy." A guy with blonde shaggy hair towers me as I look up at him. Which I soon to realize is Stone's older brother, Brad. "Why are you alone? Where's your boyfriend Dylan?"

"He's not my boyfriend and he left me."

"Oh." He says licking his lips, "I can keep you company if you like?"

Before I could protest, he grabs my hand and drags me up stairs to a random room. He opens the door and drags me in, closing the door behind us.

He forcefully pushes me up against the wall, smashing his lips to mine. His hands wonder my body until they stop at my hips. I push at his chest but he doesn't budge

He then drags me to the bed, pushing me down onto it. His body then hovers over me. I look up at him with terrified eyes, not knowing what to do. He kisses me again, his hands going to the button of my jeans shorts.

"Brad stop." I plea, "Please."

"Shut the fuck up." He growls.

I begin to sob as he continues to assault my body. My shorts are now off. I've never have been so exposed in my life to someone and it scares me.

"Hey, have you seen Park-." Dylan stops in mid sentence to take in the scene in front of him.

"Get off of her!" Dylan screams, pulling Brad off of me.

Brad gets slammed onto the floor while Dylan starts to punch him. I scream at him to stop before he kills him.

"Dylan! Stop!" I pull on his shirt, "Lets just go!" He looks at me, then at the unconscious body on the floor.

"Okay," He hands me my shorts that were on the floor.

"Let's go."

I start to cry as I think about that night over and over again. Stone's brother is the reason why I usually don't go out be a normal teenager. Sure, I'll go places with my friends and have fun but that night still haunts me. I'm always afraid that I'll end up seeing him and get raped.

I take another hit from my black and exhale. Trying to not let the memory bother me further.