New Moon

New Moon Desire

Standing in the shower he let the hot water pouring down to his cuts and bruises, Stiles hissed in pain and let his tears fall mixing in with the water around him, his eyes can see the floor mixing with his own blood while he held his voice back not to scream of the pain he was bearing, after he felt clean enough to leave the shower he warped a towel around his waist, he looked in the mirror at his black eye and busted lip the only things anyone could see, but he knew Gerard did much worst that he's been hiding under his shirt, which was staining the white towel red with his blood . After cleaning his teeth he walked out the room and moved to his room, bandage the wounds enough to make them stop bleeding for time being, his dad was in hospital after he got flung across a room and out the door to get the stained shirt he left in the hallway, he was okay just a little out of it with broken leg.

He walked into his room and his heart jumped with sudden surprise "Fuck Isaac your scared the hell out of me?" he said while trying to laugh as he held on tighter to his towel, he saw the blonde standing there, his own eye puffy and as he held tears in his eyes
"What were you going to do with that?" he chocked as he point to the loaded gun on the bed side table, Stiles bite his lip

"Nothing it's my dad's he had it with him?" Stiles said even though he was sure isaac can see the lie straight, Isaac growled at him.
"No don't lie to me Stiles that was not with him at the hospital." He said as tears rolled down to his cheek, he knows his close friend is hurting, Stiles knew he couldn't lie to the boy he thought was his pup would broke down if he knows the truth.

"I'm sorry Isaac, I...I...I sat there thinking about before I went to my shower, I'm sorry." He dropped to his knees, warping his both arms around his own-self like he was trying to make himself not fall into piece, Isaac ran over to him and could see the marks over Stiles body an whimpered at him as he helped him up and onto the bed, his towel fell off but nether said anything. Isaac covers stiles legs around his waist. He was trying his best not to look at stiles body which was covered in lot of deadly marks. He can feel the range of anger and sadness at the same time because he was not sure how to comfort his Bud. "I know I should be strong but I can't I'm weak." Stiles cried into the young wolf's chest. Isaac licked his tears off his face and held him tight like how Stiles held him over the last few months. When he was hurt because of the bad memories of his father hunted. him

"You should have said something about these Stiles this one is bad you have internal bleeding." He said looking at the pain filled brown eyes. He can feel the blood flowing inside stiles body internally which he was sure if he won't take stiles to Doctor soon He won't even survive the night.

"What is going on? Isaac I turn around and find you fuck off som..." Derek stopped as he walking into the room after climbing thought the window, he saw the gun and flip to anger, he picked up Stiles and pinned him to the wall, making him gasp "TELL ME YOU WERE NOT THINKING ABOUT USING THIS ON YOURSELF?" He yelled, Stiles blinked tears in his eyes, Isaac whined as he moved behind them. He wanted to tell Derek that what he is thinking is totally wrong. Hell stiles would kill himself? But He can at-least use his voice.

"Don't shout at him!" Isaac yelled almost emotionally like he wanted to scream and let Derek know there is something wrong with stiles,Derek looked at the young pup with confusion and annoyance.

"I WANT TO KNOW"... he turned back to Stile , still gripping him tightly towards the wall...
"WAS YOU GOING TO USE THIS ON YOURSELF?" he shouted, Stiles looked at him with teary eyes He take a deep breath, He grip Derek Jacket , pushing him backwards but , gripping him by his collar almost shaking him violently. He eyes were full of tears, the pain was blowing him with anger like even Derek did not even try to Understand his condition. Fuck he would ? Derek don't even know How much Stiles loves him.