Colorblind:

MY PAST

                                                                     CHAPTER 4

As  I walk past him he called my name I acted like I didn't hear him.He called my name again an I stop walking when I feel a pair of strong arms circled around me in a tight hug.as i felt my body grew warm beneath him I could not hold back anymore.He spun me around an i just looked into his eyes an ask what is it?

He said why did you ran away in the morning why didn't you tell me you was a virgin, I was so speechless I didnt think that he was going to ask me that question.Can you come over my place so that  I could explain myself better out here is not place to be discussing any of these kinds conversation I don't want to be caught out here by the cameras so what do you say??

My mind was blank I didn't know what to say to him at this point all I could manage a head shake acknowledge my consent.He escorted to me to his car open the front seat an I got in.I was looking through sheilded eyes the way he gracefully went to his side of the car an got in.I was shivering he notice so he put on the heater in the car started the engine an sped off.

We were going a bit fast for my taste that i was holding the handle bar for dear life,what is wrong Diana am I going too fast  I told him yes didn't you notice me a ong time ago am here holding on for dear life why are you going so fast.He chuckle at that an ease his foot off the peddle.As we were going a bit slowly now i could watch through the window at the beautiful scene all the plush house all light up to the maximum.Apart of me was a bit sad because one of those house could be my mothers but her terrible fate got her to live with me,an the love of her life taken away from her.It was bittersweet but i just shook the thoughts out of my head.

Looking at the nice mansions i didnt notice that we were taking a curve going up a hill.I could not see a house from where we were as he was slowing going up the driveway I saw I big iron gate.He kept going towards it until it suddenly open an he driven through with no ease or worries.as he was going up the winding driveway out of the tall trees the most beautiful manison I have ever seen in my life. I gasp he looked at me an said do you like it.this is my home far away from the city that no noise just the peace an quite the way how I like it.

I looked at him at that point an saw a different person a more softer side than the one that he always show to everyone.He said may we go in?  his hand was on my  back an it was sending a heat in my lower legs that I was trying to ignore.I move my shoulder so that his hand could fall off or he would get the hint that i didnt want him to touch me. He didn't even bother he left his hand right there.he took out his key an open the door he usher me an i could help but catch my breath by the decor of the insides he looked at me an said I could tell you like it.That is what i loved about you,at that moment I looked up at him an i bit of my heart just jump.

You always wore your your feeling on your face I could tell when you didn't like something or when you loved it,as I can tell now if you see the rest of the house you might just want to stay forever.I just chuckle at that.Do you want a drink lets go into the living room so we can talk an i will get us a bottle I said sure.

As he went to get the wine an two glasses I was looking at the pictures an painting on the wall which I must say was very beautiful.I kept walking around when I saw a piano an on top o it was some photos of him an his father, I didn;t see a mother anywhere.what i did saw was him an her at one of there elegant events that they attend she was flawless as ever, blond ,long legs, beautiful in every word.I was bit jealous at her because she had the love of my ife but I will never admit it to anyone.

At that moment he came into the room with two glasses an the bottle of red wine.I sat down on the love seat he took the single seat.So he started now tell me why did you run away from me without a single letter it telephone call.I took a sip of the wine savoring the taste it was the same as what we had that night i could remember it was the 1985 merlot.I said you remember the wine without thinking.

He only smiled an said yes,so now answer my question well for starters I thought it was whatyou were used too.I only went because i got a message stating that you wanted me to leave.so i did.Wait what rewind what message i did not send you a message.All I know was that we made love an that you left.who gave you that letter? It was your butler he came in while you went down into the other room to take a business call.I do appologize i didnt do no such thing,I will deal with my butler when i get to my apartment.Next question tell me why you didn'y tell me you where a virgin.i didn't use a protection which i should have but i was so overwhelm that I couldn't stop myself.

I only blush at that statement well to be honest I was a bit overwhelm with you too, It was the first time that i felt that way i just lost it.He then moved close to me in the love seat that i shuffle down to the end which he pulled my hand an stop me.You don't have to run from me I won't bite unless you want me too.I shuffle my legs a bit once again.wondering whats wrong with me he lean closer to y ear an whisper i never forgot your taste,smell an how you feel benneth me an the soft moans you make.

I looked at him  ashtonished by the what he was saying to me.m body was betraying me because i could feel the warmt building deep inside me.but  i won't be so stupid twice,i told him well that was 4yrs ago so it doen't make any sense to reminese on the past. he just looked at me like a deer caught in headlights.he cleared his throat an said I do apologize for talking to you so bluntly i don't know what came over me. I said its ok but i do understand.Now am i finished here he said no!

So tell what brings you to work in the resturant,well I was fired from my perivous job an may i ask what for you were a very brillant fashion decorator.well the my boss he said that business was slow an that  he didnt need me anymore so i need to find a job to take care of my son an mother.

You have a chlid you don't even look like you have a chlid,how old is he?he is 3 an a half years old.where is the father does he not help you with the kid.No he does not i tired to get in contact with him but there was no response it was hard for me to contact him.

Obudilo just shook his head an said thats a shame how can a man not even try to make an effort to contact his own child,Now i was shaking because It just occured to me that he didn;t kow,he didnt recieve the letters that i sent   to him after i found out i was pregnant.He didn't gotten any of them i got up shaking an said its getting late i need to go home.Wait but we are not finished can you not talk to me some more. Can i take you out for coffee tomorrow? I will think about it with that i got my purse an started walking to the door he came up next to me an said this is not over by a long shot.

He grab his keys an went to open the door for me i let him because i didnt want him to see my hand shaking so badly after his breath caress my ears.I got in put on my seat belt an then sat there waiting for him to enter so I could get back to my world without any complication.Because of the wine i felt a bit woozing i just closed my eyes for a bit.I felt a heat run across my face i quickly open my eyes to see him staring at me where do I need to take you,oh am sorry I live 2 blocks away from  the resturant.

Its on 145 ST its the only brownstone house in the area.

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Shakira