what is this feeling
i don't like this feeling
it makes my sick crawl,
and my eyes roll back.
what did i ever do to deserve this?
to make you leave like this,
to make you up and fucking leave like this.
i'm so goddamn tired of everyone just using me when they need me.
i don't understand.
i just want to be treated like an actual person.
but clearly that's not possible.
