Billionare's Desire

Chapter 4

I heard the sound of the doors click, telling me that Christian is back after the talk with his father. I was just finishing up and getting ready for bed but the thought of sharing a bed made me nervous and flustered. 'It's ok. I can survive the night' I thought to myself. With this in mind, I set out to build a pillow barrier between us to avoid any skin-to-skin contact.

By all means, Christian saw what I was doing and was quick enough to remove all my hard work in building that pillow barrier. He then pulled me towards his chest and wrapped his strong arms around my waist. "What were you doing hmm Char?" Heat immediately creeped up my neck and spreaded to my whole face. I couldn't stop myself from blushing and I have never felt this mortified. 

All my life, I have been surrounded by females and this was probably the first time the opposite gender is touching me this intimately. I was to shy for my own sake and the fact that he gave me a small nickname made me even more embarrassed. Goddamnit Charlotte.

Without me even realising I felt something stroking the top of my head. I subconsciously looked up and saw Christian's directly in front of mine and all I could do was squeak lightly. He was petting me. It actually felt really soothing and I didn't want him to stop so I just laid my head against his hard but warm chest and thought about what's going to happen in the near future.

The way Christian was holding me seemed as if he was holding something very fragile which made me extremely nervous. He then went to adjust himself so that he was sleeping on the bed and placed me on top of him.

"Char, you're only allowed to sleep in my bed understood? and don't run away from me because I will catch you." He stated with a possessive demeanor. I tried shifting my body a little to make myself more comfortable but he wasn't having any of it. Instead, he tightened his hold around me and started to emit a rumbling noise. 

In the end, I just decided to sleep and comply with Christian's unfair conditions in order to not provocate the scary side of him. With this, I closed my heavy eyelids and fell into a blissful sleep.

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The next morning, I woke up feeling extremely content. It has been such a long time since I have felt this way. There was this comfortable warmth surrounding me and this heavy thing holding me down but not to the point of uncomfort. I slowly opened my eyes and let it adjust to the surroundings and the sudden brightness. Then, I saw something that made my heart drop.

There was a freakin arm wrapped around me! Oh no, I wanted to save my virginity until marriage! I wasn't ready for this! I can't-  

Memories from yesterday came flashing in and I just remembered that we didn't do anything other than sleep and I felt so relieved. I wanted to pee so badly but I was really tangled up with Christian so it look me some effort to get his hands and legs to untangle. 

But oh boy was it probably the hardest thing I've ever done. He wouldn't budge! It seemed like he knew I was going away. When I was almost done removing myself, his pretty eyes suddenly opened and I have never felt more vulnerable than this moment. His faced morphed from emotionless, to confusion and to anger. I was scared for my soul and I didn't want him to be mad at me. With a small peanut brain like mine, I couldn't think of anything to do.

So my first gut instinct told me to hug him, and so I did. Very slow and awkwardly might I say. I guess this could be considered as my form of apology to him for breaking his rules. Waiting for his reaction was as nerve wracking as getting my school report card. he wouldn't budge until all of a sudden, he just grunted and shoved me to his chest. 

After a few minutes which felt like decades, he finally allowed be to breathe and reprimanded me like a small child. I think he might be sulking too.

"Char, what did I tell you? You're not allowed to leave this bed without me or my permission. Anything dangerous could happen without me. What if you trip on the carpet? What if there was something sharp in the bathroom? What if the floor was slippery and you fell? " He kept on listing possible situations that would happen to me but I doubt it would ever happen. 

"You have to let me take care of you sweetheart. I know this may be too sudden for you but I really like you and I want us to be close. So please let me give you what you want and provide for you, alright?" He mentioned to me, looking at me with desperate and pleading eyes. I was shocked beyond my years of living. Someone likes me?

I just lamely nodded my head and stared at his face in disbelief. He looked at me with a satisfied grin and suddenly asked me for a favour that I was never going to expect coming out from his mouth. 

"Now, I want you to show me some affection and it's almost lunch. Please feed me some food." His eyes had a determined look and I couldn't refuse. After all, he already has done so much for me and my dad. "Oh, uhm ok then. I'll just grab something for you to eat." I stammered pathetically. He looked so fine with that smile of his that was able to make me melt into a puddle.

I quickly rushed to the kitchen and asked their chef what they were serving today. After I got the plate, I scurried up the steps and went back inside the room, not before closing the door. Slowly inching towards the bed with the plate in my possession, I sat gently to not disturb him that much.

Christian was so unpredictable because all of a sudden, he was laying down on my chest and it looked like I was spooning him. The blush was unavoidable so all I could do was hide my face from plain sight. I then started to scoop some food up and fed him the meal. This kept on going until almost the whole plate was cleaned and after he was done, he declared,"Char, now it's my turn to feed you."