the people that change us (((((On Hold))))

back in the old house with jack

Dayana pov

I pulled up to his house it took me more than eight hours because I was having to stop everywhere I have the flu too I wasn't feeling good plus I had to stop for gas and food and drinks. I walk into the house it looks just like I left it literally jack told me that I left my stuff here and he wasn't lying he did not even move it out of his room. "Hey dayana your here so something kinda happened so Zach and Daniel live here now which kinda means me and you share a room again because I would rather not listen to them have sex". Oh great. I say sarcastically. "Is that all right with you"? Yeah it's fine do we still share a bed. "Yes but I can sleep on the ground". Jack I'm not going to push you out of your bed you can sleep with me trust me we can control each other just two friends who sleep in the same bed Ok. It actually was ok with me I feel like jack can protect me more if he doesn't know about Justin so sleeping in the same bed as jack was no problem unless he tries to have sex he's going to be sleeping on the floor. "So you don't have a lot of clothes did something happen". Well um no nothing happened. I made the face that I make when I'm lying. "Oh no something happened your making that face when you look away then pull your hair back". Oh my god jack nothing is wrong. I wanted to tell it but I just said it quietly because I was lying. "Ok dayana even though we broke up remember you can tell me anything". Ok jack. "Ok he grabs my bags then carries them upstairs ok do you want to split the room and put the bed in the middle to mark it"? Sure so what do you mean like me put my clothes in the other closet and you pit yours in another. "Yeah like that since their is two closets then you can have the one you used to have". Ok sounds good to me. I asked him if he could like get out so I could change. "Yeah can I come back when your done". I took off my jacket while he was in the room so that was his sign to leave when he started to walk out. "Dayana I really missed you even though you broke up with me". He walked closer to me and held out his arms I held at my arms his face went blank. Jack are you Ok? He sat on the bed. "Why are you asking me that it should be the other way around I asked you were ok you said yes I knew you were lying". What are you talking about? "You fucking lied". About what? I had just remembered the cuts. "The cuts dayana you lied you said you were fine bit you weren't you were cutting your self". Jack if I tell I don't want you to tell anyone I now I can trust you right. "Yes tell please why are you cutting". Because I was raped. "What do you mean". I went to a party with my friends they left me to go up stairs and this boy started talking to me I got drunk we went upstairs I told him no he did it anyway jack. A tear went jacks face. Jack it's ok I'm fine he will have to live with the fact he did that to someone. "It's not fine at all I hate him he hurt you". He started to get louder. "I will never let anyone hurt you know why did you go back"? I don't know if I could go back i would probably still leave but I would not have went to that party. "So basically you don't want to be here you have to be here". It's not like that I'm happy I'm here. I'm going to go get dressed........