my uncle

I can't feel happiness

Knowing my uncle is nice,
but technically he's not my uncle.
He's my father's friend, and they've known each other ever since they were kids. But that's not the point, point is that we have the same feelings.
I'm bisexual, and he's gay.
I question my sexuality, and so did he.
I ask myself if I deserve a person, like my uncle.
And he's the sweetest person I know.
He has an adorable smile, that'll make your heart melt!
He's always happy, and when he's here, he goes up to me, and says,
"You look like you need a blanket, here's a blanket."
And he throws the blanket on my entire body.

He's the most precious thing on earth.
He lets me rest my legs on his,
he'll play video games with my dad,
and I'll be half asleep,
leaning my head on his shoulder.
He makes me happy, which is a surprise.
But once he left to go back to his home, I started to cry.
I miss him, so much.
And it might seem to you,
that I have a crush on my uncle,
when I can prove entirely,
that I don't.
One; he's 32, 20 years older than me. Two; he's gay. And three, I have a boyfriend. So, if you still don't believe me, fine.

That's all for now.
Bye.
✌