Everything has changed. Charlie Lenehan.

chapter 1

song: I'm wide awake: Katy perry

"nerd"

"ugly"

"fat"

"slut"

"whore"

I was walking down the school hallway alone as everyone was shooting daggers at me and whispering. I hung my head down low, thinking about how this all happened.

**flash back**

I was walking down the hallway with my large group of friends, laughing and talking as everybody waved and said hi to us wanting to be friends with the cheerleaders and jocks. Charlie walked over to me, and grabbed my arm pulling me into the spare classroom.

"hey baby." charlie said to me

"hey babe you okay?" I asked him giving him a peck on the lips. yes, I am dating the schools bad boy, Charlie Lenehan.

he trailed his hands down my sides and to the front of my shorts, and started un-buttoning them

"Charlie, what are you doing?" I asked worriedly not wanting him to pull them down.

"don't worry babe, chill" he said starting to pull them down. I quickly pulled them back up and put the buttons up

"your disgusting!" I stated slapping him round the face, unlocking the door and ran out

"whore!" I heared him scream after me

**end of flash back**

I was knocked out of my flashback feeling someone tugging my hair, I turned round and saw Zoe.

"ugh your such a bitch" she shouted, clawing my arm with her long, fake nails.

"the fuck do you want Zoe?" I asked her, a few years ago, we were really good friends, but then with every thing that happened, she turned into a fake hoe.

"I want you to go die" she said with her fake ass friends following her. I just walked to my locker with Scratch marks down my arm and my long brown hair aching at the skull, as mia and Gabrielle weren't here, they couldn't help me, at least not today, Mia's family is on holiday and gab hasn't been very well at the moment

**lunch**

I was sat alone. as usual. when I felt a persons presence behind me, I turned round to see Charlie and Leondre behind me, Leondre is two years younger than me whereas Charlie is the same age as me. 14. they were holding a tray of food and a drink making me think they were going to sit with me, so as I went to stand up I felt gooey slime on top of my head along with a smell like egg I felt upon my head and touched it knowing exactly what it was, their food. I ran out of the cafeteria and to my locker and changed my clothes. this was when I decided.

enough was enough.

**end of school day**

I got home and ran upstairs and straight to my room ignoring my mum calling my name. I locked my room door and went into my private bathroom and locked that door too.

I went through my cabinets finding a friend that I use to take the pain away. my razor blade.

1 cut: ugly

2 cuts: whore

3 cuts: bitch

4 cuts: ugly

5 cuts: slut

6 cuts: fat

7 cuts: nerd

8 cuts: attention seeker

9 cuts: loner

10 cuts: forever alone

7 cuts later I wiped the red liquid off of my arm then rinsed it off, wincing at the pain. I grabbed a bandage and wrapped it round my left thigh.

I walked downstairs after changing my uniform into some leggings, a red and black plaid top, red converse, infinity earrings and a silver cross necklace. I went down stairs and Sat across the table from my mum.

"you okay darling?" she asked me

"mum, I want a makeover."

hey, this is my new fan fiction.

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~Leah.xx