Lately, I was sad,
And now, I am mad.
Mad of the flashback of those stupid memories.
And until now, I'm searching for a way to forget all of these.
Everytime I remember those things,
I cry then suddenly I want to die.
I wnt to escape to those pasts,
The pasts that make me cry.
There were times that I asked God,
"Lord, why all these are happening to me?"
I have nothing to do but to cry now and cry later.
My tears were million liter!
"I am weak!", that's what I used to say.
'Coz if not, then why I can't find way?
A way to leave this stupidity..
Or so that I can accept these reality.