The Facts. *(BTS x FTM Transgender)*

The beginning

Standing in the line was painful but our two people away from meeting your idols. first is Namjoon (Rap monster). You walk up shyly and clutch your picture of BTS on a stage. "Ah! The first fanboy of the day!" Namjoon says leaning back in his chair grinning. You nod shyly and place the picture on the table, careful to keep your sleeve down. He leans forward and begins signing the picture. You move down the table slowly saying very little. You reach your bias, V. Tae looks at you in surprise, then his box smile appears. "Your a cute boy," He remarks as you hand over the paper, the question caught you off guard and your sweater sleeve slipped revealing your dirty secret.  

                                                                    -3 years ago-

"(y/n)! supper!" your mom called snapping you out of your self hate transe. your shove on a sweater and walk down stairs wobbily,you havent eaten in 2 days and you dont plan on eating now. You arrive to your parents sitting at the table looking pissed. You sit down unsure and start fiddeling with your fingers nervous. 'Do they know im trans?' The only thought on your mind was that. "(d/n) we belive you have something to tell us?" 'Shit, they know' You forhead was sweating and you felt increseingly hotter. "I dont think so." you said in what you thought was a confused tone. "(d/n), whats this?" Mom pulles out your phone with your texts pulled up. "My phone?" You were pissed. "Listen here young lady no smart ass remarks to your mother okay?" Steve stood up with a beet red face. "Oh... right becuse me talking with a sarcastic tone is worse than your hitting her, right?" You were also on your feet now. "I WILL NOT HAVE A TRANNY FAG UNDER MY ROOF!!" Thats why they called you, a strange sence of calm wased over you. "NOT LIKE YOU WOULD KNOW" you shouted, you felt a head ache coming on. "Please, Steve, not now" your mom pleaded. "SHUT UP WOMAN" he slapped her. You tripped back and tears began to fall down your cheek.

                                                                         -Now-

You flinced and dropped your paper. Tae nowticed and looked at you in concern. "What son your wrist?" You pulled your arm back as a tear fell, not again. Jimin wasnow also watching what was happening. You saw this and bolted. The hotel was of decent size, You feel like fainting. "WAIT!" Tae was at the door shouting now. Look what you've done now. you trip over a wise and fall. Thats gonna leave a bruse, but it hurt more than a bruse, you landed on your cuts. A small drop of blood was showing through your sleeve. "Shit" You pick your self up just as tae spotted you, and began running. No, not now, not ever. You eventualy loose him and find a couch in the lobby, crying now and blood staining both arms you begin to cry, out of both pain and sadness. Steve was right no one would ever accept a faggot like you.