( dont play until i say) The sun was streaming through my curtians. Into my eyes waking me up rather effectivly. I turned over instinctivly, arms tightened around my waist as breath was going down my throat. A strong smell of old spice was in the air. "Yoongi!" I hugged the groggy boy not caring about my fresh cuts. "H-hey Romeo" I continued to hug him tightly. Yoongi sat up puling me with him. "You thought we forgot about you? really? How can we?" He said pulling me up, so we were facing eachother.
Our lips met, meltign my entire body ontop of his. He pulled away his bright gummy smile poking out. "So you spoke to Iseul?" Yoongi nodded then higged me again. "You should of seen Jimin's face, he thougth you cheateed on us or somthing." I shook my head against Yoongi's chest. "No, i t-thought you left me" Yoongi laughed at this statement. "I didnt know you needed medication. You should have told us, atleast me so we could tak eour med's togather. I mean whats more couple cringe than taking anti-depresants togather?"
We spent the rest of the morning lauging and cuddeling togather before he noticed. "You cut again didnt you?" I looke down, all hapiness draining out of my body. "Yoongi hugged me again, kising my forehead feircly.
"We have that american music award thing today, will you be my date?" I laughed again and Kissed Yoongi. indicating that, yes, i will be.
((DORA! BOOTS!) sorry, i couldnt help myself with Jimins meme hair. focus on Yoongi)
Yoongi walked into my room, then back out in shock of what i was wearing. "Jimin said it was okay for me to wear it becuse it was too small."
Yoongi came back in holding a golden ring. small but intricate. "Yoongi i-i cant take this" I moved it up my finger. "We all picked this for you." It fit well with my outfit. "We al have the same ring. We are all one unit. one family." I nodded and laced my fingers in his. "Dont you think ARMY will say somthing about you know? Us?" Yoongi laughed and placed his forehead against mine, craining his neck over me. "Ever since there was a video about how not straight every member in BTS is, i think were fine.
The ride was short, just down the road form us. The other members would meet us there. I did my makup to try and hit both the Hickeys and how tired i look. Yoongi brought me some food that i ate in under 10 minutes to his suprise.
Yoongi exsited the car first, them turned around to help me out. We locked fingers and walked up the red stairs past the paperazzi asking a million questions. We met up with the rest of the group at the bar. Tae and jungkook nearly barreled me over hugging me at the same time. They both kissed me. Next was Jin who wanted me all to him self. "Yoongi? why is there hickeys on Baby boys neck?" Yoongi shrugged, squeezing my hand reassuringly. Jin buttoned up my shirt a bit more. Namjoon was next squeezing me so tight i thought my ribs would break. Namjoon leaned his face closer to my ear, whispering "I love you, okay? Dont ever think other wise. If anybody does anything to you that you dont like, call me beacuse your ours." This comment sent shivers down my back. Namjoon pulled back smiling and kissed me. Last, Hoseok hugged me jumping around in circles laughing. Jin pulled us apart and let me in on what was going to happen. "Our seats are relitivly close to the front. That means alot of people can see us. Yoongi and Jimin are your body guards for today, got it?" I nodded and kissed him on the cheek. I ran over to Yoongi interlocking our fingers tightly, Yoongi smirked as Jimin watched us out of the corner of his eyes. I was Yoongi's date for this night. We made our way to the seats and I sat between Jimin and Yoongi. The first preformance was P!nk. I laughed as The camera focused on Tae dancing along wiht the song.
When the proformances and awards wer given everyone left to go to the after party. I dont really party much but i decided to go none the less. When we arrived many people were already danceing to a heavy dance song. I ran over to the DJ pulling a confused Yoongi along with me. "HEY CAN YOU PLAY 7TH SENCE BY NCT U?" The Dj nodded and played the track (play song) Me and Yoongi began dancing, very close to eachother. Occcasionally kissing. The whole dance turned out very sexual, more than I thought. "Let's get out of here, please" It was more of and order but i didnt refuse. Yoongi Told Jin we were going home early, he nodded and smiled. I think he knows why.
-At home-
Yoongi and I slammed int the wall kissing so hard my lips felt numb. Yoongi's arm snaked up my back under my shirt. I felt the zippper on my chest binder come undone. Our lips broke apart as we both gasped for air, the one thing i wish i ddint need at this moment. "Y-yoongi, you know im transgender, right?" Yoongi laughed, still out of breath. "And i love that, But that doesnt mean i wont treat you like the man you are." My eyes widened in shock at this statment. Our lips clashed again allowing our tongues to mix togather. A small moan came involuntarily from my mouth. Yoongi chuckled as he brought me into his room laying me on his bed. He took off his shirt and crawled over to me. I had curled up in shame of my body. His hands softly pried my legs away from my chest. Again our lips moved to gather mixing our saliva togather, I moaned again as Yoongi was kissign my neck rather harshly. I closed my eyes in pleasure to the wave of happiness that was washing over me.
I woke up hurting all over, especially, there. Not there but there, the gay male entrance there. I turned over and snuggled closer to Yoongi trying to gather heat from him. "Yoongi-oppa? Everything hurts." Yoongi's eye's opened slowly and he kissed my temple. "Yoongi, Namjoon said he would have your head if i lost my virginity to you. But i dont want you to die." Yoongi's eyes shot open. "This was your first time?" I nodded and giggled as i blushed thinking back to last night. "How does it feel." I groaned "Dont remind me, i hurt all over, epecially, you know, down there." I nodded down to my bare body. "You wont be able to move for a bit. Dont worry though. Atleast your mine." I hugged Yoongi again, happy about the state of the world. "Yoongi?" He hummed a response as he checked his phone and rubbed my hair. "D-did i -do g-good?" I asked nervously. "You were amazing." I laughed again.
My stomach grumbled as i moved over to my side again. "PANCAKES EVERYONE" Jin called from the kitchen. I shot up ignoring the pain. i dragged the blanket with me covering y body sufficently. I slid around the corner waddeling. I sat at the counter eagerly waiting for the food. The blanket was tied loosley around my waist as i made an agreement with everyone about that i was allowed to be shirtless if they were. Yoongi walked out of his room wearing only a pair of sweatpants. He cant up behind me and kissed the crown of my hair. "Jin turned around and dropped the frying pan he was holding. "Di-di-did you.." I nodded and giggled and Yoongi intertwined our fingers, My golden ring was glinting in the light.
I looked down at my body and relized that my whole chest and prbaly my neck was full of hickeys. Yoongi also had alot of hickeys on his neck. Jin was hyperventilating and Namjoon was trying to calm him down asking what was wrong. "Our c-child did it w-with YOONGI" Namjoon gave Yoongi a stare that could have litrally wilted flowers. I prtectivley trew my arms infront of Yoongi. "its my fault r-really" I said unconvincingly. From behind us Jungkook chimed in "OPPA IM IM.." Jungkook yelled with suprising accuracy to my voice. I blushed and retracted my arms.
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The Facts. *(BTS x FTM Transgender)*
Hayran KurguYour an FTM transgender kid always loved BTS and always will. From day one life has been complicated, and it just got worse, or better?