My Life

2/25/18-3/15/18

Sorry I haven't been updating in a while but I am now so deal with it. 🙃 👑 👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑

Everything was the same in the beginning like school and yada yada yada, you get the point. Then I took my multiple choice writing SOL test. Then we got snow so I missed my other SOL test and had no school. I went sledding for the first time and sled right into a trash can!😝 Lol I can't believe I did that!😂

Then I did something and told everyone something else happened except this other person. Not saying what it was so don't ask. And you might be wondering why I would even add it in the first place and that would be so I could look back and remember when I did it.

Then the next day we had a two hour delay. Omg I let my brothers give me a makeover and got to give them one. My littlest brother made me look like clown so as revenge I made him look like a two year old girl who wants to be a princess so she goes into her mommy's makeup and hair accessories.😂 My other brother made me look okay and so I only did his hair funny. Then my other brother wanted nothing to do with it. And let's just say I took a lot of pictures. 😈😈😈😈😈

The new quarter is starting in school and I have an F in Spanish and Science. Both of them I was absent and never made up the work. I have four tests to make up in Science and one test in Spanish along with giving her two homework pages. I did two of the tests, one a got a 30% on and the other a 40% but I retook that one and got a 60% and it wouldn't let me retake the other one. I couldn't find two of the tests and when I ask led my teacher he told me to check again for one test and that the other test is probably gone now so we will look at it tomorrow if I remind him(which idk if I want to. I'm too lazy lol and Ik I'll get a bad grade and don't want to waste my time.) Then he tells me he hasn't put in any of my grades for some reason. WELL WHOOPS! How can someone forget to put in all the grades for one student and do everyone else? Like seriously?😒 That is is just bull crap. And with the Spanish thing I don't want to do the test because I don't know anything and know I'll fail so no point in trying and with the worksheets if I mention them she'll probably make me do the test so I won't mention it. And to make up I'll just do a bunch of extra credit.🤷🏻‍♀️ No biggie.

OMG! I made Jessica happy! Lemme tell you the story. STORY TIME!!!!🙃(lol I thought of little kids screaming Yay! 😝 lol😂)
So her bf texts me and is like she blocked me go make sure she's alright and I was like ok ok chill dude. I ask her how she is she tells me she's fine but Ik she's not so I keep asking and telling her I know and then she tells me to leave her the f**** alone and I told her fine but to not come crawling back to me when she realizes her mistake and she said she to trust her that she wouldn't and a bunch of other crap. I then leave and tell her bf that she told me to leave her alone and he's like having a mental breakdown saying that she doesn't love him anymore so I screenshot it and send it to her and she tells me to tell him that it's not his fault but she had to leave so she wouldn't hurt him. So then I tell him that and he still doesn't believe her and tells me to not bother if he doesn't text back and I asked him if he was thinking of suicide and he said it didn't matter and left while meanwhile I tell J that Fine I'll tell him and she's like oh you don't believe me? You think I want to hurt him? To hurt anyone? I'm just done with trusting people. I'm better off alone anyway. And I tell her I do believe her and that I was just mad and that I will never leave her and she tells me that's what everyone says and I tell her that I actually mean it and she says she's just done trusting and I assure her I wouldn't leave her and she agrees to try to trust me and then she tells me she's ugly af and I tell her she isn't she insists she is so I tell her to send me a pic and I'll prove she isn't so she does and omg so embarrassing.*sigh* I like practically confess my love for her and all she says is oh god and then she says I wonder what Blake thinks. And I'm here thinking BLAKE WHO THE WORLD IS THAT!!! And then I'm like oh wait that's her bf that she blocked and is done with but is still apparently dating. Right.🙄 Then she continues like nothing happened and starts talking about how she texted Cassidy about what she said about her and they r no longer friends ,thank goodness. Then we play a game called what I like about you and we went back and forth talking about things we like about each other. There's her complimenting how nice I am and then there's me staring at the screen intensely,blushing like a fricking tomato while I again practically confess my love for her but in more detail. Like 🤦🏻‍♀️ how dumb can I get? A lot because then I can't take it anymore because I leave. But before I leave she tells me that I make her so happy and that I radiate my beauty and that I stand out from the crowd. Like😇Ik I'm an angel.😇 Lol😂

Then today I was talking to her and told her how Cassidy and (new person) Olivia we're talking about me when I was right in front of them. Cassidy says to Olivia that I look like a chipmunk when I'm eating and Olivia tells her I look like that all the time and they both laugh at me. So Jessica said she would go beat them up at first I thought she would just talk to them but that's not what she meant so I told her not to do it because I didn't want her hurt.

Olivia and I have been friends since 6th grade and Cassidy took Jessica from me last year and I knew immediately she was a bad apple and then Jessica moved away and now she's best friends with Olivia. So Olivia introduced me to Cassidy and we became friends or so I thought. It's complicated. She's kinda friendly when we're with Olivia but she probably only does it because Olivia is around. When we had health together she was my only friend that hadn't left to go to choir so I thought I'll hang out with her but she completely ignored my existence. And in science she sits by me and sometimes talks to me but she manly just tells me the answers but that's probably because she wants to be a know it all and make me feel dumb or something. She told me Science is "common sense"so I shouldn't have problems with it.🙄Like really.

About Jessica. Idk if I'm in love with her,because 1.she's a girl 2.I think of her as my sister 3.If I loved her she would probably push me away 4. I might end up hurting her 5.Idk how it feels to like a girl. I've been thinking about kissing random girls actually so idk if I do like her. I think I'm probably just lonely and just searching for someone. Why a girl? Probably because I want to experiment.🤷🏻‍♀️ To know for sure I'd probably have to be kissed by a girl on the lips that I know and are actually close to so I don't feel uncomfortable. But no girl would ever want to kiss me so, I'll just have to wait in misery until so girl has enough courage to kiss me. *sigh*

Picture above of the golden trio. Have a good day everyone!
Bye! 👋
Love,
Sapphire💫