Why do I deserve to live?
Pain and sadness are all I give
At night I lie awake
Thinking why, for Christ sake
Don't I play ball?
Why won't I end it all?
I feel upset,
but it is me at who I'm mad
Why is madness all I can find?
Why can't I just get peace of mind?
I'm struggling to find
The words to speak my mind
Why do I feel
As broken as can be
Like there's nothing left to heal
Like no one can repair me
Am I only good enough
When no one is around
I know it can be tough
But please don't shut me out
I'm crying here for mercy
Yes I'm crying here for mercy
But you're not around..
No you are not around..
I'm feeling so alone
You're the only one who's ever known
The way I really feel
And that I thought that you could heal
Heal the broken parts of me
But I guess that it'll never be
No, I guess it'll never be..
Where did I go wrong?
Why do I feel like I don't belong?
My heart is killing me
I didn't know this was how broken one can be
