The start of something new

As my eyes open I saw a figure on the other side of my room and gasped then a sigh of relief came from my chapped lips "Ash you asshole you don't call before you come over you're such a creep" I said playfully as I put my hair up in a bun and fumbled with my radio before turning it off because no good music was playing at 11 a.m. Ashton glanced at me with a sly smile and said "so graduate what's the schedule while doing so he took his phone out of his back ripped skinny jean pocket and plugged it into the auxiliary cord. I know right him because all the sudden the speakers started blast "as my memory rest, but never forgets what I lost, wake me up when September ends" he must've seen the sour look on my face cause hwe looked at me and I said "what about Cynthia she graduated to you know?" he replied "well, ya know... um... you're also my friend Kenzie." fine I smiled we'll hang out then he ran up to me spinning me in a circle lifting my feet off the ground which I hated and he knew it. I walked into my closet pulled out a green crop top and a pair of black skinny jeans & my white converse. I quickly straighten my wavy hair while Ash updated his Twitter and messed with the music. I looked through my drawer makeup when Ashton shut the drawer and said you look beautiful without your makeup, it gave me butterflies, he always complimented me but we've been friends since kindergarten so was normal for him to be nice to me even though I could be such a bitch to him. I finally pryed my makeup drawer back open put on mascara eyeliner and red lipstick. Ashton look disappointed even with his huge smile dimples and all, he was very attractive, I always wondered why he never had a girlfriend like Cynthia? he opened his arms for me to hug him when suddenly I ran into him knocking him over on my bed and we hugged for 10 minutes at least. then I was about to get up and Ashton sighed & said "don't go". I looked puzzled and smiled at Ashton who was smirking I asked "why Ash" he replied "you're my best friend Kenz" at that point my heart kinda broke I needed to get out of his grasp I felt like crying I was friendzoned. it was kind of obvious that I like Ashton, but obviously not to him. I began to shake my head, when Ashton all of a sudden look deep into my eyes and plastered his lips onto mine. the years that were forming in my eyes evaporated I felt better Ashton actually liked me. I quickly backed up and let out a gasp and Ashton mumbled "shit... sorry I'm so sorry Kenzie I didn't mean to I just- " I cut him off d walked to him & ran my hand through his curls while my lips moved against his, it was passionate & felt right. suddenly the kiss am ended and he looked at me and said "you ready to go?" I knew we were going to the zoo. so I silently nodded and put my phone in my purse and walked out the door Ashton turned on his car we got in and he started to drive as lithium by Nirvana started playing. thousands of thoughts spun threw my head as I relived that kiss and thought about my life. we got to the zoo and we headed to the giraffes "OMG" I shrieked & Ashton took my phone and take a picture of me with the giraffe in the background he chuckled and put the phone back in my purse.then we saw my other favorite Zebras and I found pebbles next to them and the pebbles spelt out "be my girlfriend?" I looked over at Ashton who looks red and nervous as he bit his lip I ran him and jumped in his arms and shouted "yes yes yes yes!" it was the perfect moment when all a sudden guys ringtone went off and the green eyes and blonde hair came up on caller ID no"not Cynthia" I sighed. I ended her she was spending and I was always jealous because she was my competition to be best friends with Ashton. he answered and said "hey Cindy" then a second later he said "okay I'll be there in a few" Ashton looked at me reassuringly and said " she needs me, what kind of best friend would I be if I left her hanging?" I sighed silently it was obvious I was disappointed, Ashton gave my shoulder reassuring squeeze he dropped me off at my house and kiss me on my cheek and told me he'd be over later and with that he drove to God knows where. I kept checking my text messages Ashton had went to Cynthia's at 6 p.m. it was now 11 p.m. I doubted Ashton as it hurt. I started to slowly doze off with tears in my eyes when I heard tapping on my window I climbed out bed with a thud. i turned my light on it was 1am looking at my window I expected to see Ashton but instead I saw his sister, which is my best friend Sarah she look like she had been crying I open my window and she silently came in. I led her to my bed where she started to sob silently I looked at her & passed her a tissue she then was trying to dry her tear stains from her cheek. I felt horrible I had my best friend crying in my bedroom yet I was focused on Ashton and Cynthia. its not that I didn't trust Ashton it was that I didn't trust Cynthia. everyone knew that Cynthia has a crush on Ashton I wasn't the only one that knew. after we finally got together I felt a jealousy streak come out of me that I've never really experienced before. Since Ashton and I were really great friends I knew he wouldn't cheat but it scared me because he did with his last girlfriend. I finally wrapped my arms around Sarah enveloping her into a tight hug. I then sat down next to her and ask her "what happened?" she was still sobbing and responded that her and Michael had been arguing and that they were on a break yet again. I squeezed her hand and told her everything would be ok she just shook her head I was home alone which is normal for my apartment.I took out the fold up bed from under my bed and laid it down for Sarah it was obvious she was depressed and needed me as a best friend I had to be there for her at all costs. Sarah had been dating Michael for one year on and off they were both dark featured and stubborn as hell which I'd probably why they had so many problems and probably why their relationship was on and off with them a lot. I knew what a relationship break was and I knew would a Michael and Sara relationship break was.it was always apology after apology then more shit would come up. but it seems to be more often that whenever Sarah would come over she would always be crying over Mikey which meant I was ultimately losing my bubbly outgoing best friend. she had changed immensely and not in a good way either she was so engulfed with Mikey she used me to cry all the time.I tried to calm her down but I was still really worried about Cynthia and Ashton. I needed some fresh air so I made myself a glass of iced coffee at 2 a.m. In the morning and then went outside and sat on my porch I was still very worried about Ashton and I was nibbling my nails as I dialed Ashtons number on my cell.it rang 3 times until I heard "hi Kenzie" a slur came from the other from the speaker.  I knew it wasn't because I didn't drink I noticed the voice right away it was my Kiwi  "Cal" I responded with a giggle.  Calum then told me that he was at a party and was drunk off his ass and then handed the phone to Ash. "Hey babe what's wrong? are you okay?" he sounded worried I lowered my voice "where the Fuck are you? you were supposed to come back!" as my tear ducts became filled with sadness and tears. I heard him mumble "shit, Kenz I'm sorry! Cal, Cynthia, & Tayler needed a designated driver I'm so sorry I'll make it up to you I promise- shit Cynthia just puked" I heard another voice in the background with that the line went dead. I open my door and went to my room where Sarah was asleep so I decided to go to sleep as well. I woke up to one of my favorite songs lithium by Nirvana and Ashton in my kitchen cooking me breakfast but Sarah was gone.

okay so this is my second fanfiction my first 5 seconds of summer fanfiction I hope you guys liked it um,  comment and vote for it yeah my Twitter is @5SOSAsh1DJanoE3