Even if it takes blood

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I felt my eyes open slightly due to the pounding headache on my left temple
I squinted my eyes because the lights were off and it seemed late

I looked over at the digital bedside watch and it said 21:00 p.m , I felt my eyes grow in shock

I slept for nearly two days !? What the fucking hell

I tossed around in bed and as I expected .. I was alone

I dragged myself off the bed and I winced as the cold air suddenly hit my bare skin

It was freezing , I peeked out of the window and I saw it was raining and the sky was filled with black clouds

The door to the room was open letting the light of downstairs peer through

I could hear footsteps downstairs and I internally argued whether I should go downstairs

I needed to

I walked towards the door and it got a bit warmer and I felt drawn to the light
I walked down the stairs slowly and I saw Yoongi by the kitchen counter with a straw

A few white lines equally separated from each other

I watched as he used the 'joker' card from his stack of poker cards to make the lines thinner

He set the card down and he bent down with the straw and brought It to his nose

And I heard him sniffing the straw and the lines started to disappear

Is he .. Snorting cocaine ?

He carried on until the powdered lines were fully gone , he breathed out a pleasurable sigh as he rubbed at his nose that had now turned pink

I took the last step on the staircase but he didn't seem to notice me , the lounge was warm and the light was dimmed

He dug into his pocket and fished around for something , he pulled out a bank packet with green contents in it , the same looking one he gave the tattoo artist

He reached for the kitchen drawer and pulled out a scissor and made his way to the sofa

He emptied the packet on the coffee table and started to use the scissor and carefully cut the green , into smaller pieces

He pulled out a few rectangular white papers and carefully placed various amounts in each paper

Some were pencil thin while another was thick

In total he had 6 on the table , 4 thin and 2 extra thick

I didn't make a sound but his head jolted up and he grinned

He leaned back against the sofa and his head hung abit as he watched me with a terrifying gaze "your finally awake?" He raised an annoyed eyebrow "I'm sorry..." I whispered

"I'm sorry ???" He raised an eyebrow

I left out one crucial word

"I'm sorry daddy ..uhmmm.. . What are those?" I curiously pointed to the white sticks and he chuckled

He gestured for me to come to him and I obediently went to him to prevent from another death look

He grabbed my hand and pulled me down on his lap

Even on his lap he somehow towered over me "its heaven on earth babygirl ... It's my medication" he licked his dry lips as he stared into my soul

I frowned at his words and he reached to pick up one and he pulled a thin one

He placed the stick in my mouth "pull in when I light it ok" He instructed and I just clamped my lips down on it and nodded

He pulled out a mint green lighter and clicked at the button making it burst out with a flame

He neared the flame to the end

These clearly weren't cigarettes because it smelt funny

The flame touched the tip and I pulled at it and my mouth filled with a warm feeling , he took the clamped stick away and I blew out and smoke flew in his face and he closed his eyes as he breathed in the second hand smoke

My heart rate picked up at the thought that I'm smoking

But what drug was this ? In Seoul the only thing kinds my age smoked was cigarettes and sniff cocaine

He took a pull of the stick and he blew it in my face making me cough

He chuckled and took another pull "this feels amazing especially in weather like this.." He breathed out

"What is this ?" I asked again

"Cannabis , weed , pot .. Whatever you would like to call it ... Come here baby open your mouth" he pulled my chin roughly towards him and I obeyed by opening my mouth

He took a long pull and blew the smoke into my mouth. He came closer and closer until our lips met, there was a pause as i felt electricity flow and erupt my entire body awake. My eyes closed, followed by the butterflies again

He pulled away

His breath was getting heavy as he grabbed onto my body roughly but not before turning away to take another pull and pinching my cheeks together so my mouth is pouted and opened and he pouted his lips too

He blew the smoke in my mouth and closed the space and kissed me again

I started to feel light headed as he dug in his pockets again and pulled something white

A tablet?

He pushed it between my lips roughly "swallow it" he covered my mouth so I don't spit

I just looked at him am , he pinched my inner thigh "SWALLOW!" he shouted and I quickly swallowed

"Stay there ...and don't move ..."