Weak then free ( on hold )

Him again part 5

Scarlet POV

I was invited to go to the cinema, me and marry went there. Idek who invited us, but no bothers. My parents are dead. No one knows about it, only the weird agent guys. And no one gives me orders. I buried my parents and told their friends that the party is not going to be that day. Well I was planning on killing them all.          

Since it was my birthday today. I decided to accept the invitation to the cinema, and go with marry to a restoront and  elaborate there. Not the pub this time, I don't want to get distracted, And at least forget the pain that my parents have carved in me. I don't like to drink. I'm not a bad person ;)...
anyway. I'm Turing 17 today, and I went to the crazy agent guys, after the cinema and EARLY celebration ( because I am ment to celabrat at night , but oh well, I'll make two partie, hehehehheheh " evil lough") he gave me my mission. And I got trained to fight. Even though I was already good at self defense.
I became much stronger. i feel something very odd. About the BEN guy. Well I am now moving houses, since my parents had already bought the house in our new AREA. So I went there. And so did the agency ( luckily we ended up in the same place and area ).

I was in my so-called-home. I was tired. I went to my room and gave my parents room to marry, she deserves this, she is very sweet and took care of me very well. After I was lost in my thoughts it was interrupted by a howl, I immediately recognized it. It was that wolf i had saved that day. Did he follow me? I don't think so! He is just a wolf that I had saved his life and.... o m g. No that can't be. He can't be... Ben?!!

Omg! after that thought I dashed out side.. my parents always gave me wolfblane. So I was weak the Intire time, i dont even know why they call it that. it reminds me of the werewolf books that i read on Wattpad. and im surprised that it works on me. And so my body had to get used to it. I caught a sent. Very familiar, very very. even though im not a dog. Then out of now where, A huge brown wolf jumped on me and had me pinne do to te ground.

Ben's POV

I was wondering around mine and James's new so-called-home. I was then lost in thoughts of that weird woman who had saved me, and how she didn't recognize me. I scent a wolf in her. I howled to tell James I'll be late home. I was lost in the woods. A very familiar scent caught nose. I shifted, not caring about my cloths. My wolf screamed ' mate is here! Mate is here!! ' where?? I screamed back at him. And there she was, not very far from me. What is she doing here? I pinned her onto the ground, idk why.i just felt like it. So I did so. I jumped on her. She did t scream. Nice.. she isn't scared. " what are u doing here?" She said surprised. I jumped off her. She didn't run. She just stayed. I felt trust in her. She trusted me? Already? I just saw her? And I was in a wolf form??? How??  Aren't u scared' i said to my self.( hopefully she would at least understand. and she did )

"im not scande of u MR. brown wolf "

 Wow. The rest of the time. We just stared. She patted me. I loved her in that moment. Idk if we will meet again. She patted me saying whilst I was on her lap " idk if you'll understand what I'm saying, but I'm tired of life. I don't want to live anymore. I want to leave."

 I whimpered 

" I was never trusted and loved. No one ever loved me. Well exempt for marry"

 She carried on telling me. Everything she told me I felt it. All the pain and the scared she had, I felt them. I growled at what she said. She chuckled very lightly with a hint of sadness in her 

" you can't do anything about it little mr brown wolf"

 I looked at her, so did she, a tear went down her cheek. " when am I going to find my my love one day. At least he could help me out. I growing weaker and weaker. I cant take it anymore"

 she said looking at nothing. She smelled the air and looked at me surprised, and the. Spat out " I. Just becoming crazy, my head is falling me that there is something wrong gonna happen. like i mean really bad. Hah, another mistake she made, no problems, sorry I'm becoming Insane."

 I placed my head on her shoulder and she sighed. " why are you so sweet and caring, it's like you understand everything I say?"

 She Carresed my back. I love this woman, and all this time, she still didn't commit Suicide. all thanks to her friend Marry.

Well, let's just say her past is very painful for a very young woman. I heard a howl, I answered. James called me, telling me we had school tomorrow so I had to sleep early. I answered and left. I took a last look at her. She waved, I left. It always ended the same.

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I'm very sorry for the very late update. And yes it is my birthday, if you guessed. And yeah. And mybe I've messed up with the new place. So I might need help remembering. I dont even remeber if I chose the place scarlet had moved in. And you may have not found the answers to all those questions in this chapeler. Just keep it in mind. And sorry for the messed up ages. And currently she is 17. Yup. Enjoy the next chapter 

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