I didn't want to hear anymore. I went to my room and locked the door. I made sure no one was around and cried. I cried for hours, I would've kept on crying but my eyes started to hurt and my throat was dry. you didn't even notice that I was crying. you didn't care. I'm so hurt, I'm so angry at you. I'm angry at every one. YOU ALL DID THIS TO ME! I don't like to be so mean and angry and upset all the time. you don't know what its like to be over shadowed everyday of you life. I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME! I thought, for once, that it was just going to be about me. I was wrong. so very wrong. you still don't know I cry. I cry everyday. I cry myself to sleep, every night. I cry so hard my chest starts to hurt. I finally understand now. who needs Mystika when you got a perfect Merayvien at your side? I am and always will be, the second best. you showed me that, now for that, I HATE YOU
