I just can't

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Dallas pov

The last bell had finally rung, and I was free until tomorrow but we are only going to at school for an hour which I think is completely stupid.

As I headed to my locker Luke headed my way as well.

"Hey Luke" I said giving him a fake smile

"Hey babe you want to come over?" he asks backing me up against the lockers.

"Umm I already have plans to hang out with Taylor" I said with my hands starting to shake

"Why the fuck are your hanging out with him, you know he only talks to you so he can get in your pants." he said shouting and getting closer to me

"No he doesn't and I hang out with him because he's my best frie...

My face stung I immediately put my hand up to my face. Luke had hit me. He was lucky no one was in the halls. It wouldn't really be the first time he has hit me, just nobody knows he dose.

"Tell your faggot of a friend that you can't that you forgot you made plans with me" he shouted handing me my phone.

D~ Hey Taylor you can leave I forgot I made plans with Luke yup hang out already I'm sorry maybe next time

T~ it's ok Dallas just text me when you can and are you crying?

D~ I have to go Taylor I'm sorry

Taylor's pov

D~ I have to go take I'm sorry

I the last thing I heard before the line went dead. Dallas sounded forced on what she said to me. I could tell she was crying even if I have only heard her cry once and that was when her dad past away.

I decided to ignore it for now because Dallas said it was no big deal. I called Dillon up to hang out since Dallas couldn't.

Dillon got here in like 5 minutes because he lives really down the street from me.

"Yo man what's up" he said while we bro hugged

"Nothing much just can't get her off my mind" I said shaking my head

"Dude your Taylor Caniff you can get any girl you want just tell her, she probably feels the same way about you as you do to her"

"Dillon do you have any clue on what you just said?" I ask

"Not one bit but I think it came out right. right?" I asks looking at me confused

"you said it correctly but I can't tell her how I feel"

"Why not?"

"Because I can't tell her that I love her " I said whispering the last part

"Dude your really are head over heels for her"

"Am I that easy to read" I ask looking at him in the eye

"ehh just a little, but enough about girls how about that prank you pulled on Mrs. Smith" Dillon said giving me a high five

"Hey one of my originals un screwing some of the bolts on her chair, and have her fall back. The funny part is when she got back up she new it was me because she yelled at me" I told Dillon and we were now both laughing

"But I think the one we both did on the principles car was the best" Dillon said trying to control his laughter

"Yes his face when he saw all the sticky notes on his car, priceless"

"I can't believe this is our last year, unless we go to college" I say and we both look at each other and burst out laughing

"Hell no I'm done with school" Dillon said in between laughs

The rest of the time Dillon was over we just bullshited about random stuff, and more pranks to do tomorrow on the last day.

It was around 11 when I got a text from Dallas. I'm not going to lie I was actually waiting all night for her text me.

D~ hey Taylor I wish I could talk longer but I'm really tired I just wanted u to know that I'm ok and got home safe and can't wait to see you tomorrow night Tay Tay :)

I didn't respond because she probably feel asleep like that. She falls asleep so easily, and fast and literally she could fall asleep anywhere outs really adorable actually.

Man this girl dose so wired shit to me but I can't help but love it.

I was getting tired myself so I layed down on my bed and closed my eyes just dreaming thinking about how amazing it would be to have Dallas be mine. Finally sleep takes over and im out.

Dallas pov (fee hours before she texted Taylor)

"Why are you doing this to me? just please stop" I begged with years rolling down my face

"I wouldn't have to do this if you wouldn't push me away when I kissed you" Luke shouted before smacking in the back of my head

"Stop crying you look like a fool" Luke shouted yet again this time he picked me up by my hair

"I wish I could just leave so your out of my life" I yelled at him knowing that he will do something to me for talking back to him.

I was right instead of slapping me across the face he punched me.

"Now get out and tomorrow you better not be such a bitch" he tells and pointed to the door

I didn't hesitate to leave. But once I got out the door I realized I didn't have a ride and it was pretty late, so I didn't want to call Taylor and make him come pick me up. So I walked.

Half an hour later I get home my mom is still awake shit what am I going to tell her about being home so late.

"Hey Dallas honey why are you home so late" she asked giving me a hug

"Sorry I fell asleep at Luke's, it won't happen again mom" I say already walking up the stairs trying to hide my face because I know I probably already have a bruise.

"Honey its ok all I care about is that you are home by curfew and that you're safe"

"ok thanks mom love you night" I said already in my room

I decide to send Taylor a text saying I'm ok and that I will see him tomorrow.

I really wish that I could tell Taylor what Luke dose to me he cold probably help get away from him. But what Luke told me one night always repeats in my head when I think about leaving him.

If you leave me or if you tell anyone about this I will never leave you alone and I will make your life a living hell

I was trapped stuck in an abusive relationship dor who knows how long. And who knows how long till one day Luke goes to far.

I try and fall asleep and it works. Kinda.

I was in Luke's room Luke was with me. He cane over and started kissing me aggressively I didn't like it. I tried pushing him off but that just made him kiss me harder. He pushed onto the bed. Luke got rope from out of a drawer and began to tie my hands and feet down. I kicked and screamed for help but he slapped me. I shut up crying softly to myself. He then took off my pants. He raped me. It was the worst feeling ever. He then got off of me and got out a pistol and pointed it right at me. "just shoot me put me out of my misery" I heard a bang and a buck of stuff flashed back in my mind. Taylor and I taking a bath together when we were 5, Taylor accidentally kissing me on my 10th birthday, Freshmen year when Taylor and I got our first detention together, sophomore year when I met Luke, Luke hitting me for the fist time and him threatening me. And my last moment getting raped. Then everything was gone.

I woke up screaming. Thank god it was only a dream. I tried to control my breathing, my heart was going about 100 miles per hour. It was 2 in the morning. Still have a while before school. I tried to go back to sleep hoping I wouldn't have another nightmare.

«Author's Note»

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