The truth by a self confessed player

Chapter 7

-Time skip, 3 months later-

"Blair, come on, listen to me baby" Timothy whined while pulling my arm, I shook it free and continued walking fast towards my car, my baby. I glared at him and opened the door, starting the engine. He entered and took my hand from the wheel. "Blair... it's not what it looks like, I swear!" he said and I sighed and stared at him, my blue eyes cold as ice. He shivered.

"Oh really? Timothy Blake? Really? Then what is it? Because I'm sure that I saw you playing tongue tennis with that girl" I said while grimacing, it still affected me, no I wasn't sad, I was just furious, I was irritated. He did not just cheat on me. 

You see, ever since I met Timothy Blake, we were friends, of course he was a player and so I was but somehow he ended falling for me, probably because I wasn't one to fall under his charms, and honestly eventually I fell for him too. But now I was having a horrible fight with him because I had caught him making out with some girl in the parking lot, nice move uh Tim. 

He scowled, he probably didn't like being caught, well ah boy, ah boy, he was just caught. "Blair, she's an ex, she came to me. I admit, I kissed her back, but I'm also trying to apologize! Just hear me out okay?" he said desesperately while running a hand through his hair, he tended to do that when he was stressed out. Oh and you think I'm not stressed out? I nodded though, it wouldn't hurt to listen to his pathetic excuses. "I'm sorry Blair, you know that old habits die hard... But I really didn't go find the girl! And I'm truly sorry, I disappointed you and I disappointed myself, because I hurt you, I hurt the only girl I've ever loved. And it only shows how fucking stupid I truly am" he said staring at me, he was crying a little. I groaned and pulled out of the parking lot, going fast towards somewhere, anywhere. "Blair slow down! Where are we going?" he asked me and I just shrugged, making a sharp turn, stopping in front of a park. 

"Look, Timothy. If you ever dare to do something like that to me again I'll fucking kill you" I growled and he beamed at me, hugging me tightly envolving me with his warmth, and softly kissing me on the lips, I smiled at the feeling, it felt perfect. Yes, here I was, the perfect player, letting my boyfriend stay even if he had cheated on me. Boy I was whipped. Not like I would tell him, ever. "And I think it's about time you know more about me" I started to say and his green eyes stared at me, motioning me to continue. 

I sighed. "As you probably already guessed, I don't have a good relationship with my family, well, it's horrible really. My parents hate me and basically decide to not deal with me at all. I have all extended classes and everything but my player-ness never appealed to them and they thought I was a fauilure, which was the reason why the made me change from my expensive private school to the school we're in now. My father is one annoying bastard who hates my guts and loves to make my life a living hell. My mother allows him to do anything he wants and doesn't mind him cheating on her continously. She also hates me though. I have two brothers but they're failures to them as well, and they were sent to boarding schools because my parents didn't stand them anymore. I thought they would do the same with me but they didn't. And well, I don't really talk with my brothers, we hate each other, so it's fine like that" 

I said emotionlessly, Tim gasped slightly and hugged me, I didn't want his pity though so I glared at him. "Well, that totally sucks, love" he said while ruffling my blonde hair, he got out of the car and motioned me to follow him, he opened the door for me. Such a gentleman, for once. He took my hand in his and we walked to a bench, where we sit side by side. I rested my head on his shoulder. "I love you, Blair Aiken" he said while tightening his hold on my hand. I smiled.

I love you too, Timothy Blake, but I can't tell you so. Not yet. "This is nice" I said instead of replying to his statement, he sighed in defeat and nodded. "You just messed it up, Timothy, and pretty horribly. So don't expect to have my full trust again, you'll have to win it back eventually, with hard work" I said and he looked into my eyes, nodding and smiling slightly. He kissed me for the second time after our fight, but I couldn't help to remember the girl he had been kissing moments earlier. I pulled out of the kiss. "Not yet. I can't erase the picture of you and her kissing just yet" I sand and he nodded, putting his face on his hands, he was upset about it too. I looked away and sighed, wishing he hadn't messed everything up.

It had been all perfect since now,

why did he have to mess it up?

A/N: Weeeeeeeeell, this is a short chapter but thought I should update... and it's a huge change from the previous chapters! I'm sorry about that, haha. But I hope you'll find this change more interesting... And don't worry, it's not all happiness and love :) 

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dWITH LOVE,

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