I roam my eyes around my room
I do this everyday like it's part of my routine-
Eyes staring at things like I didn't see them everyday
I feel like a child brought to the doctor, first time.
I feel like I'm the one I see on the movies, all the time-
wearing white, room white, alone, quiet.
I roam my eyes again, back to my room.
I've slept for 10 hours, but I feel exhausted and doomed.
I don't know what or how I feel, I just don't know why.
My mind is blank, I shut my eyes- close.
I let everything go back, I want it all to go,
but I can't even get out.
I see the truth but I'm used to the lies
so I think, I've been living a lie.
I close my eyes, I roll the dice
Facing memories,
1 2 3 4 5
then 6
Flashing images too many to count
and then I stop, this is why I'm stuck.
I picked up the dice as I saw my pieces fall out of my body, I have to go- how do I go?
I roam my eyes, I can't find them, my pieces they're gone.
Let it all go, Leave it all out now.
