Kai.

What I Hate (About Myself)

First; the reason for the title is because when I started thinking about it, most things I hate are about myself, with the exception of these:

Seriously bad grammar. It makes me feel physically ill.

The colour pink. I have already explained this, but I find it repulsive. Mostly the fact it is practically forced upon girls from the ages of about one month to six years (and that I'm stubborn).

Fake velvet. Similar reasoning to the dislike of the colour pink. Due to this, pink velvet bows make me want to throw up.

Humanity.

And... That's pretty much it.

Now onto other things I hate.

First and foremost, the fact I hear voices when I have a high fever. This really gets to me. They start off whispering and end up yelling in my ear, and for some reason it scares me. Irrationally, but seriously - it scares the living shit out of me, and I have no idea why.

The fact I am so ridiculously bad at combat RP.

My sky high pride that has never let me fully admit that to anyone.

I'm skinny. It's not healthy, I swear. I rarely manage to gain any proper weight (after many years, I managed to get in the healthy range. Such an accomplishment).

That I have to convince myself I don't hate myself, and then I get called vain.

I hate the human race. I thought animals were supposed to have a survival instinct?

I'm stuck up at times, especially when it comes to grammar. I will go through Wattpad stories and mentally correct any mistake I spot.

The fact I have massive mood swings, from hyper to despising in less than a second, or similar moods.

I'm a moody bitch.

That I constantly doubt my friends. I can understand doubting myself.

That this is the first time I have done something like this.

If anyone points out that I made a mistake in here, I will personally disembowel them with a blunt, rusty fork.