Why me?

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"Why me?"

You say that you loved me right? But when you said that we wasn't even in love and we didn't even know each other. We was just young ass kids so why would we have known our feelings???
But years went pass and when I have been living with my grandma she's been treating me like shit right?
Yes you are absolutely right okay love.
But when she can she can be a bitch but sometimes she can be fun and shit.
But this poem is about how I really feel about my life okay. Why me???
That's one question I have had my whole damn life. Why me, why me,and why me!!!??? I never eat a chance to actually love someone like I have loved god and jess and all of my friends and half of my family. When I have lost two of my BestFriends and one more this weekend I was just falling apart and did something stupid when me and jess hung out because I was thinking about him that had died that day that's why I was so sad and shit but no nobody there knew. Because they didn't really know me all like that so yeah I tried my very best to hide it especially from my BestFriend Jess or just friend now I mean I honestly have been blaming myself for my BestFriends death and idk why but I do okay so yeah this pain is never going to go away. So why me??? Why me gosh damn it!!!??? I always been having to lose someone and or anyone why me???
All of the people in my life, well some of them no matter what says that I am a fuck up well like half of the people that doesn't know me but they still say it though. All of the people in my life, well some of them no matter what says that I am a fuck up well like half of the people that doesn't know me but they still say it though.

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