One choice can transform you
'the only way to make sense out of changing it's to plunge into it , move with it, and join the dance'
'Don't trust people whose feelings change with time, trust people whose feelings remain the same, even when the time changes'
Harry walked up the stairs, taking them two at time.He walk up to his brother's room and stood standing in front of edward's door not knowing what to do.
''hey, harry'' Ruth said ' why are you staring at your brother's door like an idiot' she said telling her friends to keep going.
'' He wanted to talk to me'' harry said not really looking at Ruth
'' yeah like a believe that'' Ruth said , the thing about Ruth its that before she joined Dauntless she was Candor, and after God knows how many years she still hasn't learn that something if better if you don't say the truth.
''Well it's true'' Harry said
'' Anyways.. i Just want to wish luck, on today's test and then on the choosing ceremony. I want you to remember that your friends are always going to be here for you, no matter if you chose to stay or leave'' she kiss Harry on the cheek and then without saying another word she walked away.
'' Thank you'' Harry whisper as she disappear around the corner.
He look at his brother's door and after a couple of seconds of just staring at the wooden door, he knock twice.From the inside he heard a faint ' come in'. he push the door open, and saw that his brothers room was so tidy and clean , there were not clothes on the floor and and the bed was made,unlike his bed this one was always unmade.
Edward was standing by the window looking out.
'Uhh, you wanted to talk to me Edward?' Harry asked and if he was honest the situation was king of uncomfortable.
"Yes" Edward simply said.
"And can i plase know what it's this all about?" Harry said quickly, it was obvious that he wanted to get out of that room as soon as possible.
"I want to wish you good luck on your test and the choosing ceremony as well" Harry let out a sigh he didn't know he was holding.
' Maybe after all he does care about me' But he spoke too soon because not 10 seconds after Edward said " I want you to leave Dauntless" He said it without any emotions and Edward said it looking at him righ in the eyes.
"What?" Till this moment Harry had hope, hope that his brother still care for him, at least a bit. But now he was sure Edward Hated him.
"I want you to leave Dauntless" Edward repeated himself. But when he said it he sound so strong and proud of himself that Harry just wanted to say ' Yes Sir ' But instead he said " What if my test results are Dauntless?"
" That doesn't have to matter, after today you will not longer be a Dauntless, even if you decide to stay, you will not longer belong here" But as Edward said this he didn't make eye contact with his younger brother.
" So what? after i leave what are you going to do throw a party or something, cause even the most idiotic person in this universe can see how much you hate me. I mean up to this day i had hope, i thought that you still care for me, at least a little bit, i mean we used to be so close and then you were like ' fuck this, i am going to hate my younger brother from now on'. i now i finally see you only care for one person and that person it's yourself" Harry felt good, it felt like the weight of the world was finally off his shoulders.
But the next 3 words broke him.
" Maybe i do" he pause for a moment and Harry and Edward had an staring contest, they stood there looking at each other for the longest time. But then Edward broke the eye contact like it was killing him inside to look at his brother right in the eyes, his moms eyes, green as the grass the grew in the huge fields of Dauntless in summer or spring. "Maybe you should go with abnegation, i been watching you you are really sefless" he said.
Harry was about to say something else , something he could have probably regret after, but Edward shut him up.
"Okay then Harry,goodbye and good luck on your new faction." Edward said pushing Harry out of his room.
Harry stood there looking at the door for a couple of minutes, then he went up to his room, but little did he know that Edward did the same thing, but for longer.
