❛ 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐕𝐓 ❜

HOSHI .

"Soonyoung, shut uP!!"   I stared at my hopeless, loser of a best friend trying to win a prize. He kept chanting 'winner winner winner i am the best go soonyoung!'

I rolled my eyes "you can stop you're just wasting your money." He is so focused on the game, he doesn't even look at me when he talks. "No way! You said you wanted one so i will give you a stuffed Kumamon."

I pushed him away from the machine and began to play the game. "i win." I look out the black bear out of the box and smiled.

"Tch.. i would've gotten than for you." He put his arm around my shoulder as we walked around the mall. "Hey, useless dumbass, you should get your gross arm off of me."

"Feisty, no thanks." He smiled. "You two are so cute together!" A girl yelled. Soonyoung said thank you before i got to say anything.

"Hey, wrench. People are starting to misunderstand." He looked at me and winked. "Baby we should just make it offical." I glared at him.

"Or maybe some other time." He huffed. "I will beat your ass and i will also rip your balls off if you ever wink or call me baby again."

All he did was laugh. Sometimes i wonder why me and him are friends. I never really open up to anything.. he has always been there for me.

I want to compliment him but my words always come out harshly.

We began to walk back to Soonyoung's place. I've been living with him for 3 years due to domestic abuse from my father.

Ever since my mother left us, the dad that once brought me gifts and gave me warm hugs now brings me pain and scars emotionally and physically.

Soonyoung took his arm off my shoulder and helf my hand. "Y/n it's your dad.. we need to hurry back." I was scared.. i don't want to go back with my dad.

I held onto his hand tightly, looking down. We made it to his apartment without any troubles.

"That was close." He took off his shoes and laid down on the sofa. "Sorry.." i stood there almost in tears.

"It's okay.." he hugged me tightly, stroking my hair. "Just know i will always be there for you no matter what."

I looked up to look at his face. How can someone be so kind? I nodded before pushing him off me gently.

I walked and sat down on the sofa just as he got up. "You know, that wasn't a gentle push." He groaned and sat beside me.

"Huh.. i thought it was. I guess you're just not as strong as me."  I turned to look at Soonyoung fast asleep on my shoulder.

"God.. your head is too heavy." I smiled. I am secretly in love with Soonyoung. I never told him because i am scared, very scared.

He wrapped his arms around me, bringing us down on the sofa. His head was now ontop of my shoulder.

I touched his cheek. He's so presious. I felt my heart beating faster, my cheeks began to heat up. Why am acting like this now?

The next thing i knew my lips were on his and they wont part away. My body is acting on it's own and i have no control.

I closed my eyes. Soon i felt his lips press against mine. He held me closer to him. My hands were on his chest. His hand made it's way down to my butt and squeezed it.

He took the chance to slip his tongue in when i gasped. His tongue was against mine.

After awhile we parted from eachother and i turned away huffing. He hugged me tightly, he kissed my cheek.

"You kissed first. I needed to kiss back, love." He whispered in my ear.

"You don't even know how long i've held back my love for you. I don't even know how long i've wanted to kiss you. Starting from today, only i will be able to kiss you,hug you and  call you mine, my love."