Broken💔

Chapter four

It's Him. 

Him..

Him.

Jared  Evan Ryans

I started seeing him from the day he saved my ass. I always secretly looked at him but little did i know it's the part of the plan.

One month later.

He brought someone to the place called Cubopark cafe. We usually hangout there and it's our spot i could say. The someone was a girl, a very beautiful girl compared to me. Her hair was kohl black and  it plunged over her shoulders. She had cherry sweet lips. She had a shapely figured and also she had glossy skin. 

He waved at us as his eyes lingered on me for two seconds then he avoid me as if i have some disease. Ouch, it hurts. He wrapped his hand around her waist. I looked away. Its not like we are dating, it's none of my business but man It's fucking hurts. 

She smiled widely " Hey, I'm Ivory. Nice to meet you." she hugged me tightly . Oh, she had a bubbly outlook. I nod at her and introduced myself.  " Hi Ivory, I'm James. Jean's twins." he winks. 

I coughed awkwardly and looked away. Both of them looked at each other and shrugged.  I dumbly looked at them as if everything is okay. James look uncomfortable because he had taken to picking at his fingers when the tension build. " Uh, are we all just gonna stand here? Sorry, I'm just wondering that's all." Ya pretty lady, can't even stand. I rolled my eyes annoyed of her and Jared's attitude. But i obliged didn't complain. 

As we took our seat, Jared sit in front of me, Ivory to his left and James to my right.  He kept avoiding me and at one point i got irritate and avoid him too. I zoned out in my own world until James tapped on my shoulder to get my attention. " erm, sorry what?"  The girl looked concerned or pity maybe... I don't like the looks i'm getting though. Jared rolled hie eyes before answering me " James asked whether you want to eat or not." urgghh! HE did not rolled his eyes! He have the nerve to even talked to me like that. I hate him, this feeling. The tears were brimming, i looked away. My voice cracked " sure."  James looked at me for a moment, turned away. I know that look he gave me. Of course he will understand me. Twin or not we don't use telepathy thingy. But we feel for each other. We have different connection. We fight a lot, at the same time we held each other backs. James asked " the usual?" i nodded. He knows me too well, hoped he don't but you can't never fight your twin bond. 

Time passed.

It was comfortable silence.

Until Ivory opened her mouth, making me choked. Jared on the other hand, blushed furiously. Well, James didn't show any emotion. It's like he was expecting it. 

" Jean, did you and Jared had a relationship before this? You know the deeds, kissing and all" her cheeks too red. Jared looked like the deer get caught. I didn't show any emotion as i masked my face with cold stare. " Nope, we are friends. We haven't been together before."  Jared said. I smiled sweetly before i add, " well it's true tho, but we have kissed few times and foreplay only." i winked. Jared, Oh my Jared. You should have seen his face. It's fully red. He blushed in embarrassment. James looked red in anger. People knows not to mess with him. Friend or not friend. I assured them " but it's fine though, its in the past. We certainly have moved on. And i'm also happy to see him have a girlfriend." I cringed at the last part. 

James is not so happy about the information but i have assured him and make him promise not to do anything stupid. Jared and Ivory bid goodbyes and left. James and I discuss things.. Well not to say discussed he basically warned me to stay away from the boys. Specifically Jared. 

It was past three in the morning, my doorbell rang. I looked at the time ' Whoever it is must have good reason to wake me up' I groan. I went to answer the door. I was shocked, surprised. It was Jared. He stared at me for good five minutes. His eyes lingered on my chest area. I was little uncomfortable but do nothing. I cleared my throat hope he will see my face. 

"Jared, what the heck?" I hissed at him. I took my time to check him out. Wow, he's so freaking hot. No wonder Ivory fall for him. "Oh princess." he mocked me. " you look hot babe" he slurred. He's drunk. Babe ! I am liking it. "come on in, Jared. shhh" luckily my brother is not at home. He stumbled in, i quickly caught him. 

I lay him on my bed, even though it hurts to know i'm just a temporary girl in his life but i  don't want to end this so soon. I quickly helped him took of his shoes. " you are cute when you're jealous Jean" he slurred. He continues to ramble. "I wish i could kiss you" he muttered slowly. Wait! Did i heard that? Or am i dreaming? He answered my question by sitting up. I was sitting on the edge of bed looking at him dumbly. "Can i kiss you Jean?" he asked still looking into my eyes, he waited for my reply. I nodded slowly. His hands slipped down the smooth curve of my sides to rest on my hips as he drew me in. My heart was beating so wildly. Neither of us noticed the snowflakes melting like tears on our burning skin. His face bent down into mine in slow motion, like a dream, blurred, and then disappeared as i felt his hot mouth captured mine. After those lips met mine and my world exploded into shards of molten light. His grip tightened across my shoulders, pulling me into him, pressing himself  into me. His hungry mouth melded into mine, the arctic chill forgotten. The tip of his tongue brushed my lips, insisted, i opened to let him in, welcomed the urgent thrusting that sent a wildfire of searing flames racing through my body. I clung to him in some alternative and universe for longing. 

Then, it hit me. Ivory. I remembered what i'm doing. A wave of darkness washed over me and I shuddered and pushed him away. I was breathing heavily. I couldn't think straight. Tears are threatening to fall. I needed time to think straight. It was a awkward silence until his voice cracked " I'm sorry Jean. I shouldn't have kissed you. You're like my little Sis. "  

Sister.

That word Hurt me like bitch.. 

Tears flowed down. I ran to my brother's room unable to controlled my tears. I broke down.

His words kept replaying. 

I cried and cried then i fell asleep.

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