Behind The Veil

Insearch of God

At midnight, I walked through the woods that are dark and deep. The rest of the world had fallen asleep. Not a creature was stirring, not even a single fly.

A bird in the branches above took flight suddenly, the noise almost deafening compared to the silence around.

My blood turns to ice and I walk noticeably faster than before towards my destination.

As the path ends,  I was glad to be out of the woods finally, away from the darkness. I look up to the sky, streaks of light and colour fill my sight. The night was passed.

I'm in search of God. I want to know where God is,  the exact co.ordinates. I want to find Him.

Obviously, there is a question in your mind, 'Why do I want to know so badly? '

The answer is basically we believe in our Lord because our entire family believes in Allah devotedly, and this explanation should suffice. I have been enlightened, I have been brought onto the right track, that's why my environment compelled me to worship Allah.

Searching for God, I'll admit, is liking a tear in a vast sea, is searching for a needle in a hay-stack, but I'll try my best to complete this journey. I promise myself, I will not stop until I complete what I am destined to do.

Objectively, we will never know whether God exists. Just like how we will never know whether an almond is empty until we open it, we will never know the insights it holds. As we dive deeper into our minds, we unravel the secrets, the mystery, and the truth about our Lord.

We all own one of those almond and eventually, we have to break it. Some people break it for the sake of knowing either a nut is present or not. Their faith was weak literally. The best part of living with an unopened almond might as well be letting your imagination go wild, in the hope that something good awaits inside the almond.

According to a philosopher, by removing all the fears from the bottom of your heart and mind, and making yourself technically invisible,  you will not find the existence of God instantly, but it is the only process of accepting yourself fully and removing all the fears is actually God's existence.

The main reason we are unable to find God is because we still have some sought of doubt and fear, so we are incapable of finding the existence of God by ourselves, especially not in our hearts.

From that realization, I  have decided to attempt to remove all my fears from heart, and I'm feeling better,  lighter by this decision. The journey is continuing slowly, but steadily. with the passage of time, I can already see the previously blurry destination becoming clearer and clearer.

Throughout my journey, one essential thing  I have learned about is our lacking faith in humanity and ourselves. This is definitely not part of our fate, as we exist to create unity and harmony.

According to a poet, search your God in nature, He said God only exists in beauty, only in the best of our world. I, however, think that searching for God specifically in beauty is a misleading concept. Firstly,  Allah's presence is universal, so according to this poet, the beauty must be the same standard for everyone, beauty is subjective. There is no universal sort of beauty that is every individual's cup of tea, but the problem is each and everyone has their own frame of reference about any kind of beauty. Secondly, there are people who are blind and cannot see any kind of beauty, then where God exists for them?

According to doctors, Allah is wise who cures all kinds of diseases and gives the final breath to a dead if He wants.

According to patients, God exists in-breaths and beats that are responsible for the life or death of an individual.

God is the one who wants to be a disciple. Through the dream of whom night is bright. All the senses of the universe which can be extinguished.

God is actually a madness in which every human being is drowned and who's mortality never came into being.

It is a great pleasure when a man is content. When a person remains optimistic in both sadness and happiness.  God guides all humans, in the form of fate all from birth to death. Fate is that reality in which things happen without explanation, it is just the way it is.  There exist such a power that we cannot even begin to comprehend, the power of God, which is much more powerful than any other. Nothing happens without power, and that is our destiny.  Without our control, everything that happens to us is all because of God.

Remember, God's existence is well-meaning. where man is in touch with God, God is forever deep in their hearts.