How could you (mullette)

Chapter 4

TW  SUICIDE ATTEMPTS
Hercules tried to call Alex and john, but they wouldn't answer. He needed to talk. He couldn't bear to be alone with his thoughts any longer. He called again and again and again. Suddenly, he got a text from Lafayette. The thoughts only got worse.
He doesn't want to talk to you
You don't deserve his pity
He hates you
Everyone hates you
John
Alex
Laf
Thomas
James
Eliza
Angelica
Peggy
They all hate you
Do them a favour
Just end your life
No one will care
No one loves you
Laf doesn't love you
He just stayed with you because he pitied you
Do it
Do
It
Do
It
Do
It
Hercules, not thinking straight, walked into the bathroom, and grabbed a razor. He removed one of the blades. He stood there, staring at it. He put it at the start of his fore arm and started pushing it into him. He pushed the blade down his arm. He started feeling very dizzy. He continued this until he passed out. He lied on the bathroom floor, bleeding out.

Lafayette had gotten everyone together. All of Hercules's friends were there. Lafayette wanted to say he was sorry. All of them got into two cars and headed towards Hercules small house. As they pulled into the driveway, Alex checked his phone. "Dude, I've got like, 15 missed calls from Herc. Do you think he's ok?" Alex asked, slightly worried. John said "I'm sure he's ok, don't worry." All of them arrived and knocked on Hercules's door. He didn't answer, so they just opened the door with the spare key that was under the door mat. As they all walked in, they could already tell something wasn't right. "Herc, mon ami, all of your friends are here. I wanted to say sorry for how I acted. I broke it off with Laura. Herc?" Lafayette yelled. Angelica was walking around with James. Angelica saw that the bathroom door was open slightly, with the lights on, so she walked over." Hercules are you in her-," before she could finish her sentence, she saw what had happened. She let out a bloodcurdling scream. Everyone came running over. "Mon ami what's wro-," Lafayette saw Hercules laying in a pool of blood. Lafayette dropped to the floor, crying and screaming. John frantically called 911 while everyone freaked out. Alex ran up to Hercules. "He still has a pulse!" He yelled to everyone. James and Thomas started to apply pressure to his wrists to stop the bleeding, while others were trying to calm laf down. The paramedics came and took Hercules to the hospital.

I felt really weird while writing this chapter. I feel so bad for the bois. Sorry these chapters are so short