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Saw sadness with your smile

           

You, are the first person that made me smile.

You, are the first person to compliment me.

You, are the first person that made my heart happy.

You, are the first person that made my brain work like crazy.

You, are the first person that I had a crush on.

You, are the first person that I dated.

You, are the first person that gave me gifts.

You, are the first person that I felt what love really is.

You, are the first person that didn't answer my calls and texts.

You, are the first person that didn't remember our second anniversary.

You, are the first person that I saw with another girl flirting.

You, are the first person that broke up with me.

AND

You, are the first person that made my smile disappear.

Why did you finish the US, why did you end the You and Me.

Why? I hold onto to US, even if my EYES, NOSE, SOUL, EARS, and BRAIN told me to stop being stupid.

Even if all of them are keep saying you have ANOTHER, I didn't listen because my heart told me "NO, YOU LOVE HIM. YOU SHOULN'T STOP LOVING HIM."

Now I'm starting to hate myself, that SMILE is now fading. What should I do? I need help, I need SOMEONE to cure my BROKEN HEART.

I decided to hide my sadness with a smile. I smile to everyone even if I've not moved on to you, to US yet.

One day, I saw you and that girl in a mall. Both of you had that smile, that smile we had before. Then the memories flashed back and I lowered my head. A tear fell from my eyes and I smiled.

I hid my sadness with a smile and I kept on burying that past but I really can't. "I still love you and I will always love you. I miss you, I miss the You and Me but I can't let this emotions control me. I'll cover this sadness with a smile and will always look up to you. I'll never forget you and the lesson that You and Me gave me."

I'll end this with a quote:

"It's not always the tears that measure the pain. Sometimes it's the smile we fake."