HIM & I

16: Time

It's been 3 weeks since we came back from bora bora. Kells ain't left me alone. If he ain't working on his new music, he's at mine or I'm at his. We went to our 1st scan about 2 weeks ago and my doctor confirmed my pregnancy. I'm still in shock. Kells is over the moon and wants to shout it from the rooftops that he's gonna be a dad again but I want to keep things a secret for a while. I just want as much privacy for as long as I can. Tonight is Friday and we've decided to have a quiet night in at his as the boys are out and casies with her mum out of town. The hole thing with Leah Morgan in bora bora has been on my mind since we got back. I've wanted to say something but I just don't know how to approach it. It's now or never I guess.

"K, can I ask you something?" I say sitting upright on the sofa. He dose the same and looks at me to continue.

"Leah Morgan," I say and the colour from his face drains. "I see her in bora bora. She told me that I was just another, how can I put it? Side chick in nice words. What0 has she got to do with the situation and how dose she know you?" I ask. Kells runs his hand through his hair then leans back onto the couch.

"Why do you want to know?" He asks back.

"Cos she warned me about you so I'm asking you. I said at the beginning of the relationship that I wanted no secrets between us. So please tell me."

"Fuck sake Ella. Leah is a long time ago..."

"What the fuck do you mean?" I ask a bit surprised.

"Leahs an ex," he huffed. I knew he didn't want to continue but he did anyways. "We was dating for about 2 years but kept it very public. She wanted interviews and press conferences to publicise our relationship. After about a year Leah got the opportunity to become a model, I was more then happy to support her. The more famous she got the more distant she became. Leah had a shoot in Manhattan and would be gone for 3 weeks. On the second week I thought I would surprise her and got the 1st  plane out there. When I got to her hotel room the door was open so I just walked in. That's when I see her in bed with the male model she was shooting with." He shook his head as he remembered what happened. I took his hand in mine and entwined our fingers. He smiled and me and pulled me closer so I was laying on his chest.

"What happened next?" I found myself asking. Why the fuck would I say that? What's wrong with you Ella!

"Obviously I kicked off. I started smashing up the hotel room then beat the shit out the dude she slept with. I broke things off with her and cut all ties. As soon as I announced our relationship at my show, she text me saying she was sorry and that she wants to try again. I told her to fuck off and that I was happy with you and that nothing will ever happen between the two of us ever again. She's been following me around and popping up at random places. When we was at bora bora, she would show up when me and the boys where out. The night you told me you was pregnant she showed up at the club. She tried to get me to go back to her hotel but obviously I turned her down. Ella she's Crazy so please just ignore her." He says kissing the top of my head.

"Things Happen For A reason Ella. Mine and Leahs relationship didn't work out cos I was ment to full in love with you. Your my future Ella not her okay! Us agenst the world."

"Us agenst the world!" I say back.

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Saturday. Commonly known as shopping spree day. Me and Kenny are at the mall carrying a million shopping bags what are cutting off the circulation in our hands. We've been shopping for the past 5 hours and I was exhausted. I couldn't help myself. I know it's early considering I'm only 9 weeks pregnant but I brought a little bunny for the baby. I really couldn't stop myself.