The Day To Be...

Chapter 2: What had to be done

I had wished hard that he would believe me but he didn't. i had to do something cruel, and evil.  Something i didn't want to do to the man i loved. i had gone out earlier the night before i had to do it, i went with him to his favorite place to eat;Katy's best i think was the name. We had so much fun, we laughed with each other till it hurt and then we had went home and we had alot of more fun at the house. i felt so bad, but i loved him so much, and he loved me, as i thought. I was so sorry that when i had done it i was crying; the evil deed. "Lets go for a nature walk." i had jugested. "ok, lets just hope we don't get lost like last time." he had said. "i hope we do, i just hope." i had mumbled under my breath. "what?" he had asked. Damn it he heard me, i thought to myself. "oh, nothing honey. Love you." i said in responce. "oh ok, I love you too." he had said and at that we got our stuff and got in the car and was off. We got there about thirty mintues later, we got out of the car and walked over to the restrooms. i had to go but as always Michel had went before we had left the house. I couldn't do it, i can't, i just can't. i thought to myself. But it had to be done, or other people would know. ok, i'll do it.   About an hour later we had gotten lost and were trying to find our way back. I was thhinking to myself this will be easy and no one will know it was you, because you don't leave finger prints. Ok, i'll go up behind him, choke him out, scream like he had just fainted or something and then run back. That is exactly what happened, but when he looked back up at me right before he had went, he killed me inside to out with his face and what he had said to me. "I will always love you." he had said to me with this face; had tears starting in the cornners of his eyes and they were looking at me so lovinly that i thought i was going to just die on the spot. So, that was the end of him, i still think about him somethimes,  but i have never felt that same love for him for anyone else, except for my lover now, that i'm deeply in love with; Jonah.