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Bella's POV

It has been about 3 weeks since The whole dark alley way experience and I have had so many nightmares since then. Mostly about my mom.

"Hey Bella!" Jon came over to me.

"Hi." I smiled back as he kissed me.

"So you know how you have been having a ton of nightmares?" He asked.

"Yes....?" I was confused. Where is he going with this?

"Well I was thinking about it. I thought about how having so many horrible nightmares probably isn't healthy. So I contacted the doctor-" I cut him off

"Jon..." I said.

"Just listen. The doctor said it isn't healthy to have this many nightmares. Then the doctor said that maybe therapy is the best way to go." He said getting a little quiet on the last part.

"Therapy? Jon, I have been there and trust me they don't do anything to help. They say that they do but for me... just no. I don't know maybe just something about telling a random stranger all of your problems is... weird." I said while getting.

"Ok, I knew you wouldn't wanna go but Bella you have so many nightmares right?" He asked. I nodded. "Then maybe this is the best option." I just glared at him. I got up and quickly got changed into some other clothes. Just some ripped black shorts with a black crop top.

"Bella, where are you going?" He asked.

"Somewhere than I don't have to say." I said while grabbing my car keys.

"Bella, come on. Just stay here. I get it. Getting told that you need therapy is a lot." He said.

"Yea it is. That is why I am leaving. I just need some time to calm down or else I just might hurt someone. And trust me I don't wanna hurt anyone." I smiled at him while leaving. He called my name. I just looked at him and winked as I left. I was gonna be back I just needed some time to process that my boyfriend said I need therapy. I got into my car and broke down into tears. I guess I just thought that my boyfriend didn't think I was crazy. I realized that tonight was RAW anyways and Colby and Joe were already there so might as well go. I decided to text him.

Me: Hey just so you know I am gonna be at RAW. Love you. ❤

I might be mad at him but hey I still love him. (A/N Ok so I don't think I said this but Bella was in the shield.) It was moments like these where I wish I wasn't in the shield. Then I was in the shields locker room with Colby and Joe. I was telling them about why I was mad at Jon.

"Bella, maybe Jon is right. I mean if you keep having nightmares maybe you should go to therapy." Colby suggested.

"Yea I mean we don't want you to be.... what is the word I am looking for?" Joe said while thinking of a word that he meant.

"Crazy?" I scoffed.

"What? No! Not-" I cut him off.

"Then what Joe? What other word were you gonna say?" I said. No response. I just rolled my eyes. "Unbelievable. I told you two because I thought you would be supportive best friends and say that I will be fine. Wow." I walked away. They called my name but I just slammed their locker room door and went to catering with tears about to escape my eyes. I went on my phone. Do I need therapy? Maybe they were right. No. They aren't. They just think I am crazy. Am I? Wow. I am. I am crazy. So many thought were going through my head. Until I heard people behind me. Is it Joe, Colby, and Jon? Because I don't wanna talk to them. I am not- I looked and saw Bray Wyatt, Luke Harper, and Erik Rowan. I jumped because lowkey I was scared of them.

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