I tryed to help. I tryed to be cool. I tryed to act normal. It sometimes worked but not always. I think I need to be myself but I am scared to. Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should just try... My... Best. But what if she goes under pressure and can't stop the anger. What do I then. She is some what apart of me in some way but I don't know how. I want to figure how she is. Then maybe I can stop her from feeling this anger and depression. She wants my help but she doesn't. She tells me everything and I don't why it is so hard to help her. She needs help but she doesn't now who to go to. I want to be that person but I don't always think I am. Maybe if I try harder she'll make me that person for good.
