She has more help now. I am not needed know more. Other people have this under control. Now I am nothing. I am trying to help but I don't know how to now. This is ridiculous I am needed. Right? I used to be able to help but I am not much help anymore. I fell weak. I could help her and I would feel strong and amazing. But now, I don't feel anything when I am around her. She probably thinks I am pressuring her now. I am pushing her to let me help her and I just go to far and push everything right out of her mouth. I don't know if she even likes me anymore. All she does is just hang out with her new friends people. I don't know what to do know. Do I move on. Do I stick around and try to help her more. I don't know.
